i was at the studio with the guys. we were recording a lot of songs. today i was planning to go talk to sarah.
sarah: hey zach, uh we don't talk anymore but it's adrians first halloween and look how adorable he looks! sarah:
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i liked "hey zach, uh we don't talk anymore but it's adrians first halloween and look how adorable he looks!"
i really did want to say something but i just couldn't say anything. i really wish i could've said something. just looking at adrian made me so happy. i really miss him.
"zach is everything okay?" jack sat down
"yeah it's just sarah" i said
"what happened?" he asked
"she texted me for the first time in almost 2 months" i pulled out my phone "look at adrian"
"he's getting so big, wow, 6 months right?" jack said
"uh 8 months in a few days, look at him" i smiled
"you should go over to her house to go check up on adrian" jack said
"yeah i probably will" i said
"it's 8pm let's go get something to eat and you can go see adrian" jack got up
we went to a pizza place and i brought it for the five of us. we all finished and they all went home and i went to sarah's house. i was shaking, why was i shaking? it's almost 10pm and all the lights are turned off. i got out of my car and i rang the doorbell and no answer. i knocked on the door
no answer.
why was no one answering? after a few seconds the door flew open
"hello?"
"hi is sarah here?" i played with my rings
"no sorry. who are you?"
"i'm zach sarah's ex boyfriend, her sons dad" i said
"oh sorry they moved out"
"do you know where?" i asked
"her family went to go live with her grandmother and sarah moved somewhere else"
"do you minde giving me, her grandmothers address?" i asked
"sure let me go write it down"
the lady gave me a paper with the address and i put it into my phone
"thank you" i smiled
i ran to my car and i started driving to the house and i think it was her dad outside with her step mom. i waited until they went in but her dad was still outside. i walked to him
"hi mr.johnson" i walked up to him
"zach what are you doing here?" he stood up straight
"i want to know where sarah is!" i said
"no i won't tell you where my daughter is!"
"please i need to know! i need to see my son" i said
"no now go away zach"
"please i need to know where my son is! he's my son, i need to see him!" i said
"zach go home before i call the cops!"
"i just want to know where my son is!" i said
"no! remember you cheated on her! you realized that if she found out you would loose your privileges to see my grandson and my daughter"
"sir just tell me where my son is!" i raised my voice
"zach just go home! i'm not going to tell you where my grandson is"
before i said anything else he slammed the door in my face. i walked to my car and when i got into my car. i felt tears coming down my cheek. i turned on the car and a sad song was playing, i never heard of this song.
Here I am waking up Still can't sleep on your side
it's called ghost of you?
Found that old Zepplin shirt You wore when you ran away And no one could feel your hurt We're too young, too dumb To know things like love
i pulled over and this verse really reminded me of sarah.
me : why is no one at your house?
sarah: what are you doing at my house?
me: i needed to see you
sarah: what do you need?
me : i don't want to say it over text. where are you?
sarah: i'm in san francisco
why is she in san francisco
me: what are you doing over there?
sarah: i live here?
me : since when?
sarah: tonight?
me: when can i see adrian again?
sarah: i don't know. you're always busy.
me : im on a break for tour. can i go see him maybe tuesday?
sarah: i guess
me: are you sure?
sarah: yeah, i mean hayes is gone for work that day so i guess you can come
me : hayes?
sarah : yeah?
me: youre back together with him?
sarah: yeah
me : i'll see adrian on tuesday then?
sarah: yeah i'll just send you the address monday night
