45- I Love You

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As the shock begins to fade, your body regains control of its ability to move and you push past everyone in the room to follow Jaden. You walk in and Jaden is standing over his bed laying out all of his suitcase contents into piles.

Y/N: "Where have you been Jaden!?!"

Jaden *unnervingly calm* "On tour"

Y/N: "Why did you lie to me? Why didn't you call me? Why are you back? Why did you just kiss me? What in the actual hell Jaden Hossler"

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Y/N: "Why did you lie to me? Why didn't you call me? Why are you back? Why did you just kiss me? What in the actual hell Jaden Hossler"

Jaden: "I acted without thinking... Because I am stubborn and probably the coward you think I am... I missed you...I have never once since I first laid eyes on you had a moment where I didn't want to kiss you... and honestly I forgot the last question."

Y/N: "Do you have any idea what you've put me through the last two months? Hell do you have any clue what you put me through the two months you were still here?"

Jaden: "That's all I've been thinking of everyday I've been away Y/N. I'm sorry. I can scream it from the roof if it'll help you believe it but I can't take it back. All I can say is I'm sorry and I'm home and I'm not going anywhere without you again"

Y/N: "So what now? I just forgive everything because you say I'm sorry?"

Jaden: "Eventually I hope you will"

Y/N: "Then what? We just keep spinning the same cycle that pushed us away from each other in the first place??"

Jaden: *still unsettlingly chill*
"I really hope not"

Y/N: "You say that like I was the one that pushed you away?! Like it wasn't YOU who didn't know what the hell YOU wanted!!

Jaden: "I always knew what I wanted, And to be entirely honest I knew what you wanted too... I just didn't trust that I could handle it when you stopped wanting it"

Y/N: "Why would you assume I would stop wanting you when I took and took and took every bit of ugliness you threw at me and STILL wanted you. It has NEVER been about what I wanted Jaden. What do you want!?!"

Jaden: "I just want you. I think you are the single most incredible thing that ever has or ever will happen to me... even when you're screaming at me. If I can just convince you to keep doing all of that then everything will be ok"

Y/N: "I don't understand you I really don't. You want me... but you don't want to date me. You don't don't want a future with me. You don't love me..."

Jaden: "You don't know what I want!"

Y/N: *getting more emotionally charged by the moment* "You're right I don't know anything about you and that's on YOU because God knows I've tried!"

You are so overwhelmed that tears start boiling up in your eyes waiting to bubble over and turn to leave the room

Jaden: *as you approach the top of the staircase* "STOP!! Y/N!!!!! DON'T LEAVE ME PLEASE"

Every emotion that had amassed in you forces you to turn around and explode at him

Y/N: "WHAT IS THE POINT OF ME STAYING ANYWHERE?!?! WHAT WAS THE POINT OF ANY OF THIS!?!?!?!"

You hear a collective gasp from over the balcony as Jaden unapologetically yells back "I LOVE YOU!!!!!!"

You're frozen. Your feet don't work. Your voice doesn't work. Your lungs don't work.

Jaden: *walking over to you with a purpose* "God I just love you"

He pauses inches from your lips and whispers it one more time because your state of shock implies that maybe you didn't process it the first two times. *edging closer and closer between each syllable* "I... love... you..."

Hearing it again bulldozes the wall that kept you standing still and you crash your lips to meet his. Jaden turns you around while his lips move against yours like he has never needed anything more and begins steering you back through his bedroom door. His hand slides up to your neck that he uses to push you against the wall and press his body against you as his warm tongue breaches your lips. Each piece of clothing is peeled off until there is nothing left between you and you are reunited in every way possible.

After you come down from the high you're both entranced by you can't help but start to laugh "You know it woulda been that amazing every time if you'd just said it sooner"

Jaden: *still breathless* "Lesson learned*

It's always been amazing with Jaden, but the words that still linger in the air all around you two took every moment of what just happened to a place you have never been before

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It's always been amazing with Jaden, but the words that still linger in the air all around you two took every moment of what just happened to a place you have never been before. You still have the tingle of fear inside that he only said them to calm you down, but you can't stop smiling because you've never craved anything as much as his lips saying those words. Jaden pulls you closer and you rest your head on his bare chest. The two of you lay like that intertwining your fingers talking about his tour and the baby that's coming soon and just how wild life has become in the last two months apart before becoming deafeningly silent

Jaden *breaks the quiet by whispering into your hair* "I love you so much"

Jaden *breaks the quiet by whispering into your hair* "I love you so much"

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Y/N: "You know just because we just did that... doesn't mean I forgive you"

Jaden: *lifting your chin for another kiss* "You will"

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