Can you fix me? (One Direction Self Harm Story)

Chapter 6

Samantha's POV:

I just got back from Zayn's. Jasmine and I kinda fell asleep over there. Oops. I hope her parents don't get to mad at her. Her mom can get really upset easily. She loves Jasmine, but she treats her like shit sometimes. I go into the kitchen and grab a bowl. Wait, what was I doing? It's my last day of my fast, and I'm not about to ruin it. I can't believe I was about to mess it up with a lousy bowl of cereal. All of a sudden I heard my front door open and then Jasmine walks in and shouts "THAT NARCISSISTIC BITCH!" and then she sits down at the kitchen island. "Well, hello to you to Jasmine." I reply to her outburst. "My mom totally flipped shit on me just because I stayed over at Niall's. She said it was irresponislbe, and that Joey would never do something stupid like that." she tells me. Joey is her older brother. He's like the golden child, and her parents always compare her to him. "She said she hates me and that she wishes I would be more like Joey. So, I slapped her and then she screamed at me to get out. So, here I am." she finishes the story. "Wow. You can live here if you want." I say smiling at her. "Really? That would be amazing! You don't think you're parents won't mind?" she says. "Yeah, you can have the guest bedroom. We can go get your stuff and move it in here now if you want. There's already a bed, a dresser, and a desk for you in there. My parents practically treat you like your their daughter! Besides they're not here anyways." I tell her. "Yes yes yes!" she says screaming jumping up and down. I join with her and we ended up doing some weird happy dance. My best friend living with me....hmm this could be fun.

We go to her house and get all of her stuff packed. Luckily, her parents weren't home. They went out, but her brother was there. "Tell mom I'm moving in with Sam. Okay?" Jasmine says to her brother. "Whatever." Joey says not even looking at her. She rolled her eyes and walked out the door. I followed behind her. We arrive to my home, our home, and start to bring her stuff up to her new room. It was already painted purple so all we had to do was unpack her things. She also had a bathroom connected to her room. "My own bathroom? Sweet! Sam, I can't thank you enough for letting me move in. It means a lot." she says to me. "You're my best friend....of course I'd let you move in. It'll be a ton of fun! It's like a never ending sleepover." She chuckles and starts to finish unpacking. Then I hear my phone chime. It was Zayn.

Z: Hey, beautiful. <3

S: Heyyy, what's up?

Z: Just talking to the prettiest girl alive, you?

S: Shut up...there are a lot of girls prettier than me. I'm helping Jasmine unpack.

Z: Sam, you're beautiful. Why can't you believe it? And um...unpack?

Why does he insist that I'm so beautiful? I'm not. Once he sees my cuts and scars he won't think I'm so pretty, but that's never going to happen. I decided to ignore his question.

S: Idk, but thank you for the compliment. Jasmine moved in with me. :)

Z: Cool. :)

S: Gotta go help her! Bye! :)

I walk into Jasmine's room and find that she had already finished packing. I walk downstairs and she's sitting on the couch. "What do you want for dinner, Jas?" I ask her. "You got any pizza?" she asks. "Yeah, I'll pop one in for you." I tell her. I go into the kitchen and put her pizza in. I set the timer for 13 minutes and then I see something furry walking towards me.....

Jasmine's POV:

I'm so happy that I could move in with Sam. She's my best friend and it's like every girls dream to live with their bestie! I brought my cat, Fluffly, along and Sam hasn't seen him yet. I hope she doesn't freak out when she sees him.... "AAAHHHH!" I hear Sam scream from the kitchen. I run in, and see that she had encountered Fluffy. "Jas! Did you really bring Fluffy? And you didn't tell me?" she says looking at me. I think she might be a little mad... "I figured you'd be mad, and who couldn't love this lil cute guy?" I ask her picking up the cat and cuddling with him. She glares at me and says "You're lucky I love you." I just smile at her and blow her a kiss and then walk out of the kitchen with Mr. Fluffers.

Samantha's POV:

A cat? Really? Jasmine is soooooo lucky she's my best friend. Ding! I heard the timer go off. I grab a pot holder because we didn't have any oven mits. I tried my best not to get burnt but my thumb slipped right on to the burning pan. "Fuck!" I curse while basically throwing the pan onto the stove. I clutch my hand and kind of just stare at the burn. "What happened?" Jas asks while running in. "I got burnt." I tell her. "Here. Run it under cold water." she tells me. "No, it's okay." I say to her. "It doesn't hurt?" she asks. "Nope." I answer her and she seems to believe me and then she grabs her pizza and walks out. Oh, Jasmine if only you knew how much I really liked the pain....