For Him//Jachary Havery

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Jack's POV 

Zach has been avoiding me. I don't blame him, but it hurts. I miss my best friend, but its hard to be friends when you've fallen for each other and can't be together. I am currently with Gabbie. She came over to hang out. She has been pretty civil with Zach which is good. Considering what is going on. 

I pull her closer to my chest, but I am not really paying attention to her. I am staring at Jonah's hands around Zach's waist, Zach's face buried into his neck, their legs tangled together, whispering in each other's ear, making each other laugh, it absolutely kills me. I want that to be Zach and I. Instead I have to watch them together, even though they both swear up and down they aren't together. I roll my eyes and try to focus on the movie. I eventually drift off. 

Zach's POV 

I know he is staring. He always does but especially when I am around Jonah. I have been avoiding him, but no one can blame me for that. I get why he chose her, but that doesn't mean it hurts any less. I have to watch him and her together and he has to watch Jonah and I. 

He knows exactly how I feel now, but I don't want him to hurt like I do. I want him to be happy and never hurt again. I wish I could keep him from getting hurt but I can't. He hurts just like I do and I hate it. 

I wish I was her. I want that to be me in his arms. I want that to be me holding his hand. I want that to be me. I want to be the one engaged to him. I want to be the one he spends the rest of his life with. I want to be the one he has a family with. Why can't that be me? 

3rd person POV (Trying something new since I got writer's block after that last sentence and I didn't know who else's POV to put.) 

Jack and Zach both wish they were with each other. They both pretend to be happy without each other, but it's killing them both inside seeing the other with someone else. Jonah and Zach aren't actually together. They just act like it, but Jack doesn't believe Zach when he tells him they are not together. 

The rest of the boys see how they are without each other. They are miserable without each other. Hopefully soon they will realize how much they need each other. Gabbie sees how they look at each other too. She wishes she had that with Jack. She wishes he loved her as much as he loves Zach. She tries to ignore the loving looks Jack and Zach give each other without even knowing it. But it is hard. It is hard to see the person you fell for falling for someone else. Gabbie, Jack, and Zach all feel that same pain. Instead of acknowledging their feelings, Jack and Zach just try and push them away. That only hurts them more in the end.