We separated. Reading back on these entries I probably should have seen that coming. I just moved him out a couple days ago even though we broke up in June. I don't want to let go.
I know it's for the best. We both have things we need to deal with I just miss the smell of him on my pillows. Gentle kisses before bed, when we woke up, before work, after work, at red lights... I miss kissing his hair. I miss his voice.
I'm going to see him this weekend. The separation was mutual and he's still my best friend. I can't even describe how much I'm looking forward to a hug from him.
I know all of this probably just sounds silly but I'm in so much pain. It's incredibly hard to realize you love someone but it's time to just love yourself. I love him so much.
08/05/2020
yall are chill now past me. Were all sad over someone else now.
03/28/23
They are still my best friend. What people don't say about heartbreak is that this feeling never truly goes away. Sometimes I still miss things we used to do or be. That does not mean I want to go back but the memories are nice.
09/12/23
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Stone Fox Diary
Non-FictionPoetry thoughts and ramblings dating back to at least 2019. This is a journal that builds on itself as time goes by. Every now and then I come back, read what I've written before and make comments about it. Sometimes I just comment on what's written...
