things I never said

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five more minutes on the phone. Your voice is so soothing, I need to memorize it for the times I cant hear it.
I missed you so much while you were taking time for yourself. I miss you more so even now.
I'm so, so proud of you.
Everything will be ok. I know this is hard but something much better is coming your way. Its only one opportunity not all of them.
I don't care that you hurt me. I wouldn't change a thing. You are worth every tear and sleepless night.
you deserve all the best things.
You're a good person no matter what you think. Look at how hard you fought to keep me safe.
I wish I had known that was the last time I would see you. I would have held you a little longer.
I wanted to kiss you that night.
Our sort of date meant everything to me, it still does.
I love you.

october 1 2019

This was about Zach which means most of these others were about him too. He's got a girlfriend now and I hope he's happy. Lord I was kinda crazy with him. I have regrets but hey, I learned. March 29th 2020

I was very wild but like in the kinda way that a 21/22 year old should have a whirlwind love. I still love people just as deeply now but I know when to let go. Also don't get it twisted it was not a romantic love I felt but just a love in general. He was a good person and I hope he's doing ok. Also I wrote this in october but I'm pretty sure be had stopped talking a little bit beforeI wrote this entry. 8/28/2023

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