recap: ale calls you to tell you your mom's plane crashed and no one survived it
ale: no one survived the crash.
when he said that i dropped my phone and started crying badly. i was hurt,mad, and mainly sad. i grabbed the vase from the table and threw it across the room. i started to cry even hard and i went to her office and just sat down in her chair crying. i look to my left and see a picture of me,josh,nathan,and her. i pick it up and throw it. i wiped her table off and threw another picture of us towards the wall.
"why why why why me" i say throwing her mug that would always be in that workroom.
20 minutes later i looked around and everything in her office is ruined. there's glass everywhere. papers everywhere. i fall to the ground on my knees and start crying hard again.
"please please please wake me up" i say yelling. "wake me up and tell me this is just a bad dream"
i scream in pain again
10 minutes later i hear the front door open and hear footsteps coming towards the office,
"y/n" nathan says under his breath
i look at them with my red puffy eyes and start crying harder. alejandro comes and puts me in his arms and starts rubbing my back. i cry even harder thinking it should be my mom who's holding me right now
"hey hey it's okay. it's okay. i'm here we're here y/n." alejandro says trying to comfort me.
josh and nathan comes and hugs me too. we're in a group hug just crying and i cry harder and harder.
"y/n breathe." josh says tryna calm me down.
i get up and throw another glass framed picture of us.
"y/n stop" nathan tells me pulling me into another hug
i cried into his arms. i can't believe it. i can't believe she's gone. the woman who raised 3 kids on her OWN isn't alive anymore.
"someone call kairi and tell him y/n needs help" nathan says while still hugging me.
"i'll call him" alejandro says while walking out the room to call him
josh comes to us and joins the hug. we all start to cry but i cried the hardest.
"y/n?" kairi says running straight to me, hugging me.
"she's gone kairi." i say crying. "my mom is gone"
kairi hugs me again and says he's sorry, all i could think about is my mom. i was supposed to see her again. i felt my eyes get heavy and heavier. i fall asleep on kairi with out even noticing.
skip to next morning
i wake up and just stare at the wall thinking. why'd she leave us. why did god take her from us. she's all we fucking had and just like that, she's gone. this isn't fair. my thoughts were interrupted when someone knocked.
"go away" i said coldly
"y/n. it's me" taylor says walking in my room "how you holding up so far?"
"my mom died taylor how do you think?" i say a little harsh
"and i'm sorry for your loss y/n. i really am but you can't stay here all day you know" she answers back "you hungry?"
"no. i don't wanna eat." i say "can i be alone? please? i say looking at taylor
she nods and leaves my room. i start to cry wondering what would be happening right now if my mom hadn't died. please come back mom.
skip a few hours
"hey you hungry?" josh says peaking his head through the door
"no" i say in such a low voice
"you haven't eaten all day y/n" he points out
"i know" i answer back
"please just come down for dinner" he says
"no josh please just leave me be right now" i ask him
he closes my door and i'm back alone. i hate feeling like this . what if it doesn't go away. i hear my phone go off again. that shit been going off all day but i don't wanna talk to no one what so ever. i finally get up but just to shower. after that i laid back down and starred at the wall again. i couldn't get my mom off my mind . i start crying again . couple minutes past and i felt myself falling asleep.
skip 3 days (the day mattia comes home)
"y/n dude you have to eat" kairi tells me
"i don't have to kairi" i reply "now leave me alone"
"you can't be sad forever" he says taking the blanket off my head "your mom wouldn't have wanted this"
"well she's not here anymore so why does it matter what she wants kairi now please leave me alone" i say putting the blanket back on me .
kairi finally leaves and i break down in tears at the words i just said. the pain of loosing her is still there. it still hurts as if it happened yesterday. i just want it all to be gone. i hear a knock again.
"look josh, kairi, taylor, whoever you are i really don't wanna talk and i don't wanna eat so please just leave me alone" i say trying my best to sound like i'm not crying
the door opens anyways but i didn't care i just cried silently . i felt someone lay on me giving me a hug . it felt like ale
"ale please get off. i wanna be alone right now" i say trying my best not to sound like i'm crying AGAIN
"it's okay to cry dork"
that voice sounds familiar. i pull the covers off my face and look to see who's laying and hugging down on me
"mattia?" i say hugging him back instantly "how was the trip with jenna and her parents? tell me everything bitch" i say hoping it would get my mom off my mind
"haha very funny" he says getting off of me and sitting on my bed "now you. sit up and talk to me" mattia says making me sit up.
"about what?" i say looking down
"they told me about you breaking everything, you haven't been eating, and the only time you get out of bed is to shower. you don't even go on your phone anymore" he points out "what's wrong with you"
i sigh "i don't know mattia. i don't like feeling this way. i never felt pain like this ever before. it's weird and i don't know how to handle it"
"well first you can't just stay in your room all day. that'll just make you think about everything bad, you gotta let loose dork." he says "and you gotta eat. not eating could fuck your body up and cause an eating disorder which really sucks"
i throw a pillow at him "i hate when you're right" i say laughing
he laughs along "well let's go downstairs and associate with everyone else dumbass"
i walk downstairs with mattia and everyone looks at me shocked and relieved. kinda.
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bestfriends
Fanfictiony/n falls for her brothers bestfriend. you guys are all pretty close to each other and the boys treat you as if you're their little sister as well . will he have the same feelings towards y/n? will her brother approve of it? does mattia only see y/n...
