~seventeen~

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~6 days left.

Poem//Short//TW


Loneliness dripped down as the salty tears showed who I really was

My mom didn't wake up the entire day,

But I know she's still alive

Because I hear the snores coming from her room.

Smells of alcohol and puke mixed into the air. 

Mark is wrong. 

Ethan is wrong. 

Luke is wrong.

Emily is wrong.

They're all wrong. 

It will never be okay. 

It will never go back the same.

Not until I'm not here to witness it anymore. 

Every time I feel alone,

It get worse. 

It'll always gets worse.

No one is safe.

We're never safe. 

I talked to Luke today, he said to be patient. 

"It'll work out eventually," He softly spoke into the speaker of his phone. 

"Then why does it keep getting worse?" I cried out. 

That night I had the worst panic attack I have ever experienced.

I broke my two-year streak

It's fine

"It's not that bad," I said to myself as I held the washcloth against my stomach, the coldness lulling me to sleep as I choked on my sobs. 


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