When The Heart Fails (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 29

CHAPTER 29 | BRACELET

I celebrated Christmas and New Year while trying to move on about what happened last year.

2018 is so harsh to me. But despite of that, I still managed to get up with my parents support. I gave myself a space to process and accept those painful happenings.

And now, it's already March 2019. I already moved on but I didn't still talk and confronted them. Iniwasan ko sila ng ilang buwan upang bigyan ang sariling makapag-isip.

"I'm going to meet someone," sagot ko kay daddy sa kabilang linya.

[Are you sure?] dad's voice sounded like he doesn't trust me with my answer.

"Kailan pa ako hindi naging sure? I just need to clear things up," sagot ko sa siguradong tono.

[Okay, just take care]

I ended the call and started driving my car. My parents bought it for me and I'm so happy.

Wala na akong nararamdamang galit para sa kanila dahil unti-unti na akong nakakabangon.

Painful revelation, dark past, unbelievable truth and the unexpected friendship. I met unexpected people in my life who taught me lessons.

Nagkagulo at nagkasakitan man noon ngunit hindi pa rin mawawala na kami'y pinagtagpo sa magandang rason.

Race and I broke up after everything was revealed. I immediately ran from them and didn't even bother to talk until now. I let myself to heal first before confronting them again.

Ang sakit na aking nararamdaman ay naibsan pagkatapos kong lumayo sa kanila. Hindi madali ang pagtanggap ngunit tinatagan ko ang loob dahil walang magagawa ang pagtakbo sa mga problema.

"Bea," Nathalie seems like she's going to cry.

"I miss you, Nathalie" I said and hugged her tightly. I also wanted to cry but it so embarrassing in public.

"How are you, Bea?" she asked me after we sat.

"I'm already fine. Thank you for still worrying about me," I said and smiled.

Nat and I talked about the things we did during holidays. She even asked me what it feels like to accept everything.

Nat's physical appearance changed a bit but her pure heart didn't. I'm so guilty that I can't trust her before when in fact, she was the one holding all the truth and can't even reveal it to us. I'm so happy that we all grew and realized our own mistakes.

"Nat. Can I ask?" I said that made her nod.