My Anxiety and what It Does to me

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Im just gonna Get Started lol.

I have 2 Types Of Anxiety:Social Anxiety which is(A chronic mental health condition in which social interactions cause irrational anxiety.
For people with social anxiety disorder, everyday social interactions cause irrational anxiety, fear, self-consciousness, and embarrassment.). And Just Plain anxiety which is (A mental health disorder characterized by feelings of worry, anxiety, or fear that are strong enough to interfere with one's daily activities
Examples of anxiety disorders include panic attacks, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and post-traumatic stress disorder.) This Sucks Because When I Want To Go do something This Disorder Stops me from going Out And having Fun With Friends..Since I Have these Anxiety's Ive found a Safe Place in my Room,And For Those who don't know what a Safe place is,Its a Place where u can Be Yourself and You don't have to worry about others judging you. This is also Bad For me Because if I am Staying In my room and not going outside My body will begin to shut down and pain will Be on all parts of my body.
This Really Sucks Because I already Have a Wrist that Dislocated but thats for a Different chapter. This Disorder Also Prevents me From Talking With New People face to Face Which SUCKS i really Like to talk with people and Im Just a Scary Kat to even do that *sigh* okay so my social anxiety is My worst Disorder in my Opinion as I Really Really Really Like The Fair (minus the Rides) and The Fair Has a Bunch Of People T^T so I don't go but i'm sometimes forced by My Older sister,Speaking of  Older sister my Older sister Helps Me With my Anxiety Attacks Even if She is 100 miles away Visiting her Boyfriend. She will stop at any time to Help me with my attacks and If She cant She goes and Get My Kitty Kat,Eventuality I would calm down but My Sister Has always Been there Since Birth and Even more once she found out About how bad my Anxiety Really is(she has anxiety but not as bad) My sister is My First Best friend and will aways be my Best friend. When i have My Anxiety Attacks I would normally Go Into my Bedroom and Sit in a Corner With my Legs Against my Chest and Head down Crying For about 10-20 minutes till my Attack stops. When Im out in public or school And I have a Panic Attack Im Very Quiet Or I start to shake my legs Ir I'll Just Zone out and Wont smile till My Attack Is Over And Then I act like everything Is Normal.

Well this is The End For this chapter If There is More To my Anxiety that I can think Of I'll Edit this Chapter and Put it in.I Apologise that this Was a Very Very long Paragraph Tbh I've never been Good With Writing Books lol

No I do Not Have a Service Dog because I Don't think I Need One.

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