Hawaiian broken hearts

Chapter 1- Break my heart again

"Kyle... What the hell" I said softly, not believing this was happening, again.

"I'm sorry, I just don't feel ready to be in a relationship with you. I get so insecure, and you deserve better than a jealous little boyfriend (y/n)." He had a smoke in his hand but hadn't even touched it yet, it seemed like it was his way of dealing with the stress.

"Kyle we've been here before, you told me you would talk to me whenever something bothered you so we could fix it. Why are you ending everything?" I was softly crying "this is so unfair, I didn't do anything wrong and I'm losing you..."

"You're not the problem (y/n), I am. As cliche as it might be." He grabbed my hand "I'm doing this for your own good. Imgine knowing the person you love deserves better than you. Wouldn't you do the same?" He was so calm, as always. His beautiful blue eyes hidding pain behind them. He reached forward and kissed ny forehead and then hugged me tightly. "I want you to come tomorrow, if you can, I know it might be hard but the twins would love to have you there and I don't wanna be the reason you don't go"

"I can't even think about that right now" I responded in a cold way. I was mad at him for doing this to me, I don't care how good his intentions were I loved him and he was breaking up with me for something I couldn't even control. He didn't even tell me what bothered him. Was it the photographers? I'm in the modeling world, I'm gonna meet a lot of people and yes they will see me in revealing clothes but that's just my job. He should get it, he himself took photos of a lot of people.

"I'll give you a ride home (y/n)" he had finished his cigarette, and seemed ready to leave. I didn't even feel like being in a car with him right now. My relationship with Kyle was amazing. I met him a couple months after I moved to LA from Europe. I'm from Portugal and came here to follow my dreams as any other fool in this city. I say fool in the most positive way, only fools dare to dream.
I moved to a rented house and meet the twins, I didn't know them from YouTube so we had a real connection cause I had no idea they were so known. I found out later tho. We live pretty close by so we became best friends. I love those two.
Kyle was the photographer at one of the first shoots I did here, he was so cute and I asked for his number, I'm very much that kind of person. I chase after what I want. And I wanted him, I still do.

He meet the twins after we started dating, and they hired him. He stayed at my house most of the time so he was close to the twins house. I was usually there for everything aswell, my job isn't exactly a 9 to 5, I work whenever I can and I make good money, but it's not consistent. Mainly doing one episode or two in some TV show.

I eneded up getting in the car with Kyle "please leave me at the twin's house" he cleched his jaw and nodded. The silent ride was awkward, tears were streaming down my face but I kept quiet. One year of a relationship down the drain. I love him. When we got there I thanked him and just left, without even looking him in the eyes. I wanted to come here cause I needed my friends, I felt so heartbroken.

I knoked impatiently because I knew Kyle wouldn't leave until he saw me walk in the door, he always did that to make sure I was safe. Finally the door opened

"Hey!"...