SEEKING FOR YOU. wsn ✓

1.12

wooyoung
sannn

wooyoung
choi sannn

wooyoung
why are u ignoring me :(

san
wtf i wasn't

san
i was busy

wooyoung
doing what?

san
u don't have to know

wooyoung
:(

wooyoung
meanie >:(

san
ur so cute

wooyoung
what??

san
shit

san
how do u delete a message?????

wooyoung
san

wooyoung
u just called me cute

wooyoung
thank u!

san swore his heart burst due to how cute wooyoung is. but he'd prefer if it didn't. he's had enough blood loss today already. because of him just disappearing in the middle of the night last week, he's now grounded and his dad beat him more. it's kind of sickening how his parents are in on this together. as much as san loves his mom, it gets overwhelming when she does things like this.

she grounded him once when he was a freshman. he tried to get away as his sister did, and when his mom found out, he was grounded for a solid month. all he wanted was to get away from this hell that he calls home. all he wanted was some quiet and peacefulness. all he wanted was a place to call his own without his father's aggression and his mother's overprotectiveness or whatever it is that's telling her to keep him grounded.

but san's had enough of the grounding for a week. he didn't care if his mom grounded him again, he just wants out. he just wants to get out of here and go somewhere that can make him feel safe and secure. wooyoung. he immediately packed a few things into his school bag and opened the window.

the air hitting his face reminded him so much of simpler times, of his childhood days, where the choi household was always filled with joy and laughter. but those days were gone. and if san ever wants to be happy again, he'll have to find a reason to be happy.

just wearing a thin white hoodie and a pair of old jeans, san jumped off the window sill and landed softly on the grass. he still has no idea how he does it, but san just does that. and he finds it fun.

in no time, san arrived at wooyoung's apartment complex. this time, he decided to take the lift since it's not that late. it's only 9 pm. he remembered which apartment was wooyoung's and knocked on the door, hoping he got it right.

"who in the world—" ms jung opened the door and saw san, "oh, san! what are you doing here?"

san smiled at the woman, "is it alright if i spend a night here? i, uh, my family..."

mrs jung's eyes soften at san's voice and smiled softly, "sure, dear. come in, i'll tell wooyoung you're here once he finished bathing. i assume you haven't bathed. you can bathe after him."

san thanked mrs jung and, with mrs jung's permission, proceeded to go into wooyoung's room. he plopped down on the younger's bed, feeling the soft fabric under his hands. he smiled at how the room smelt exactly like wooyoung. no, he wasn't trying to be creepy or anything, it's just, for some reason, san felt calm and safe whenever he had wooyoung around, and that means having wooyoung's scent around as well.

when wooyoung went into his room, hair still wet, his jaw dropped wide open when he saw san just sitting casually on his bed. he didn't expect the older to be here. he didn't expect the older to look so good being here as well.

"wooyoung! san's—" mrs jung stopped herself when she saw wooyoung in his room already and chuckled, "well, i'll leave you two boys to be. goodnight, wooyoung. goodnight, san." she kissed the crown of her son's head and waved at san, closing the door behind her.

wooyoung immediately grabbed his phone and started typing away.

wooyoung
what are u doing here????

san laughed at how confused wooyoung seems to be. i mean, why wouldn't he be confused? his probably soulmate is just casually in his room and is looking good as hell. "do you not want to see me?"

wooyoung shook his head so hard san thought it might fall off. when san took a closer look at wooyoung's choice of clothing, san smirked. it was then when wooyoung remembered what he was wearing.

"you liked my hoodie, hm?" san questioned, his eyebrow raised and stepping closer to wooyoung. wooyoung was wearing the black hoodie san wore last time san stayed over. san left it here and didn't ask to take it back. plus, the black hoodie was oversized, just how wooyoung liked his hoodies. wooyoung gulped and started panicking. i can't just tell him i liked it because it smells like him!

"if you like it, keep it. right now, i just need a hug." san muttered the last part before attaching his arms to wooyoung's waist and pulling the younger closer to him. wooyoung gulped as he felt his heart beat quickening. what the fuck is choi san trying to do?

but san just hugged wooyoung. he wrapped his arms around wooyoung's waist and hugged him tightly, despite the injuries burning like hell. wooyoung tried to calm down his nerves and hugged san back. in this moment, san truly felt like he's home.

wooyoung soon broke off from the hug and smiled at the older. san smiled back as he packed his stuff for his shower. san went into the bathroom and wooyoung immediately flopped onto his bed and fanned himself.

"oh my god, choi san." he muttered to no one in particular. little did he know that san was on the opposite of the door, chuckling lightly to himself knowing he had such an effect on the younger.

sorry this is a shorter chapter than usual, but i think it's just okay to end the chapter here! also i'm going to boarding school next week so idk if i can update just as frequent like i am updating now :(