SEEKING FOR YOU. wsn ✓

2.9

"what do you mean youngjee is here?" wooyoung asked into the phone. yeosang frowned at the time, it's already 2 am, what is youngjee doing there?

"your ex-boyfriend is here, do i need to further explain?" san asked into the phone with a mocking tone. wooyoung rolled his eyes.

"well, tell him to sleep in my bedroom, i'll come by tomorrow." wooyoung said and was about to hang up, but san's voice stopped him from it. "you're going to leave him with me?"

wooyoung wanted to chuckle at the older's words, but he's mad at him, and wooyoung needs to stay mad so he wouldn't forgive san that easily, "yes. now i'm going to go sleep and you should too. goodnight, san."

"asshole. goodnight, wooyoung." san said and ended the call. wooyoung sighed, why is san acting as if nothing happened just a few hours before? how is san talking to wooyoung so casually and without a worry despite what happened between them? is san ignoring the problem, or is this just san?

yeosang put a hand on wooyoung's shoulder, "hey, it's late. you should get some sleep, alright?" wooyoung nodded and smiled at his best friend, going into the spare bedroom opposite to yeosang and jongho's room.

"don't be loud, i need sleep!" wooyoung yelled, which resulted in him being hit by a pillow on the face.

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true to his words, wooyoung went to his and san's apartment at about 10 am the next morning. he knocked on the door and san with only sweatpants opened the door. wooyoung felt the blush rushing up to his cheeks but he quickly let those feelings aside.

"isn't youngjee awake yet? put on some clothes," wooyoung said and let himself in. san held him on the wrist before turning the younger around and pulling him towards him. wooyoung glanced at the distance between them. what is san trying to do?

"where were you last night?" san asked in his low voice. wooyoung looked at san's grip on his wrist, his wrist was turning white from the blood blocking. "s-san."

"answer me, then i'll let you go." san looked at wooyoung's eyes, which wooyoung tried to avoid.

"i was at yeosang's, are you happy now?" wooyoung asked, trying to yank his wrist away from san's hold. san let go of wooyoung's wrist as the younger slowly rubbed it, trying to soothe the pain.

wooyoung went over the kitchen to prepare some breakfast for san, youngjee and himself. he got some eggs and kimchi out of the fridge and went on to prepare their breakfast. by the time wooyoung was done, youngjee was awake as well and san finally had some clothes on him.

"morning, youngjee. do you mind if i ask what are you doing here?" wooyoung said as he placed a plate of breakfast in front of san, youngjee and finally himself. he sat opposite to youngjee and to the right of san, who insisted that since he didn't want to be facing youngjee while eating. 

youngjee swallowed his mouthful of scrambled eggs and chuckled nervously, "i just wanted to check up on you and maybe, you know, catch up with you. is it a bad time? i can always come back maybe next month or so."

"yes."

"no."

san and wooyoung said at the same time. wooyoung glared at san's blank expression and smiled at youngjee, "it's not a bad time, jee. how about you tell us about haerin?" 

youngjee's eyes immediately lit up when wooyoung mentioned haerin. wooyoung smiled, he's glad that youngjee is in love, really in love. youngjee told wooyoung about how they spent their first date near the han river where they had a picnic and talked about their silly stories. wooyoung occasionally laughed at the little things haerin and youngjee did while san kept a straight face.

san didn't like how close wooyoung is with his ex. they're like best friends that just reunited years after. and san didn't like it. san didn't like how wooyoung relaxes around youngjee and tense up whenever san slightly touched him and just bumped him on the elbow. san didn't like how wooyoung laughs at everything youngjee says while wooyoung rarely laughs at what san says. san just hated how wooyoung is wooyoung around youngjee, but that wooyoung around san was another wooyoung. not the wooyoung he fell in love with, god no, but a wooyoung that was a mask to protect him from the world, to protect his anxiety from san.

the three boys finished their breakfast quite swiftly and decided to let youngjee change before they go out for a walk or just chat more. san pulled wooyoung down to the sofa to straddle his lap, which made wooyoung blush.

"why are you calling your ex by his nickname and not his name, huh?" san asked, making wooyoung chuckle lightly at the boy's words.

"you're overreacting, san. i just got used to calling youngjee 'jee', so calling him youngjee hyung now seems so formal." wooyoung said and tried to get off san's lap, but san tightened his grip on wooyoung's hips, making the younger fall back to him. 

san leaned forward to wooyoung's right ear and his breath was tickling his earlobe, teasing the younger, "seems like you have a thing for older boys, don't you, baby?"

wooyoung shivered at the pet name and pulled away so san is not near his ear anymore. "no. and stop assuming things. jee is going to come out soon, so let me go."

san gritted his teeth as his thumb pressed onto wooyoung's hips, making the younger whine softly. it's going to leave a bruise, wooyoung was sure of it. "stop calling him 'jee', then i'll let you go."

wooyoung glared at san, "why are you always like this? just let me go!"

san let go of wooyoung's hips, but pulled the younger towards him so their faces are just a hair apart, "you're mine. and i don't like you calling other people by their nickname. so call him youngjee hyung from now on, alright?"

wooyoung gulped at how san's hot breath fanned his lips and looked down to the older's lips, clearly wanting to kiss those lips. san's grip on wooyoung's lower back tightened, making the younger yelp and nodded his head. san grinned, "good boy." and pecked wooyoung's lips gently, then letting go of him.

wooyoung stood up just in time as youngjee came out of his room. wooyoung chuckled lightly, "i'm honestly surprised that you've brought clothes to change. shall we go now, youngjee hyung?" wooyoung smiled at youngjee innocently.

youngjee frowned at how wooyoung called him formally, which was weird since youngjee told wooyoung from the very start that wooyoung can drop the honorifics and just call him youngjee. but youngjee saw how san was grinning at wooyoung calling him 'hyung', so he could guess why wooyoung was calling him formally all of a sudden. he shrugged and told wooyoung to lead the way.

yeah well idk about this chapter but uhh hope you liked it!!

here's an extra though so you guys don't have to wait heh i'm in a good mood today! also, i video called my fam today and i cried in front of them and they just comforted me it felt good i still miss them but i'm having so much fun with my roommies it's starting to feel good !