Cracks Beneath the Surface

This is a very short one. Just a few thoughts !

That moment was quite bitter sweet in life
You looked so happy and joyful
But you kept that smile with her
You ran to her quickly, leaving me
Then you come back and speak so tenderly
How should I feel now?
I never liked her the way you do
You never liked him and our friendship was through
I let go
You hold on
You say she's sweet and you don't want to hurt her
Well you hurt me