Love adventure

Finding Jack.

After a long day of classes I walked home. It takes about thirty minutes for me to get home so I had plenty time to think about this new boy I saw. Genesis said his name in disgust. How bad can he really be?

"You seem tired. Come to the kitchen, I made the kids snacks so I saved you some" My mom said. I was the last to get out of school. I had two younger sisters and brother. Elementary got out early. Like it wasn't easy enough already.

"I am tired. I just walked for thirty minutes after hearing teachers blab about how this year is important and other shit." I told her in annoyance. She didn't say anything but give me a annoyed look as well. Me and my mom always got a long. She understood that I'm a teenager and shit happens.

I went straight to my room after I ate. I decided to write on my journal. Ive written in a journal for about four years now and it keeps me sane. Hours passed and I realized I need a life. After school my life consisted of nothing but writing and hanging with my younger siblings. I don't hate it but its not fun. I find myself bored with my life. I went on Instagram and decided to try and find Jack. I typed in his name and found him. I was shocked I found him in the first try but most of my friends followed him. Jack Gilinsky. He looked even better in his pictures. Most of them were him at parties with girls on him. Maybe Genesis was right. Im not ugly but I'm also not that great. There was nothing pretty about me. Or special. I don't play sports or sing like an Angel. I sucked at most things. So I got off Instagram realizing I had no chance in the world. I took a hot shower still thinking about him. Why was he in my mind? I didn't even know the guy. Just his name and his reputation. After my shower I saw it was 10 and knew if I didn't sleep now I would wake up late again tomorrow.