Love adventure

Decision.

It was around 5pm when I called up Sussy and told her about what Sammy told me. "We have to go. I'll go with you so you won't be alone! Weren't you the one that asked about him? Cause you thought he was sooooo cute?" She said laughing.

"Okay whatever. Lets go. Pick me up in 10 mins" I told her. When she arrived, my anxiety did too. I didn't know what I was going to do. I didn't know how Sussy knew his address but she did. When we got there it was loud. I would have considered this a party not a kick back. A party on a Thursday? Weird but I'll go along with it.

"I'm nervous.". I told Sussy while opening my door. She dragged me out and we walked in. It seemed like all eyes were on us. Like they've never seen us at school. I wanted to turn back but Sussy wouldn't let me. I sat down on one of the sofas while Sussy went to talk to a boy that she's been talking to. No wonder she wanted to tag along. I don't usually drink but my anxiety was killing me so I grabbed a bottle of vodka and chugged. I almost choked when I heard someone say "Didn't seem like you were a drinker red!" . it was Jack. Of course. Just my luck right. I looked stupid with vodka dripping on my shirt from almost choking. "I don't but I'm nervous" I said, regretting it right after. He didn't have to know I was nervous!

"Nervous about what red? First kick back? I heard you were new. But new to kick backs too?" He annoyed me a little but wow he was handsome.

I don't know if that was the vodka talking already but he seemed beautiful so up close. Then my annoyance came back and replied with "why the fuck are you calling me red? Don't you think that's a little stupid. I have red hair. Get over it". I regretted saying that too so I decided to walk outside, almost tripping on air. The alcohol was getting to me and not how I wanted it too.

I heard someone yell "Roxanne wait!". It was Sammy. He pulled my arm and said "you need a ride home. You can't walk home this dark and drunk. You could be killed" I didn't deny the ride but I was embarrassed for him to know where I lived. I asked him to drop me off blocks away but he kept insisting to take me all the way home. I got angry and yelled "I don't want you to see where I live okay!? I'm not rich. I'm not average. I live in the ghetto. And I'd be more than embarrassed for you to see where I live. Especially a guy like you!" I didn't start crying. The alcohol did. My emotions were everywhere. He looked at me with concern saying "a guy like me? Whats that suppose to mean? And I don't care where you live. Rich or poor. It doesn't define you. Now let me take you all the way home Roxanne." I was so happy he didn't call me red like Jack did. I let him take me home and I thanked him as I got out. I walked to my door when I heard Sam say "don't worry so much about what others think Roxanne! You're beautiful!". I smiled and walked in. Everyone was asleep by now. I went to shower and fell asleep with not Jack on my mind but Sammy.