Midnight Scars

Chapter 10: 'Chilling With Mr Hot Pants.'

*three weeks later*

I walked towards my dad who sat at his writing desk just after the dining table with my mind battling whether I should ask him what what I wanted to or not. Since the incident, the gateway of talking to my dad was no longer wide and free. It's a great struggle I wish can be over.

"Um, dad.." I stammered

"Yes Sweetie, what's up?" Lifting his head from the computer screen he stares at for almost the entire day when he's off from work.

"You know Tyler.. Uncle Jacob's son.. Well he offered to show me around the neighborhood today. Was hoping I could go." I spoke quietly with uncertainty since my dad have been over protective due to the incident that night.

He stayed quiet for a minute then said,"he seems like a decent guy. Sure, go. But call me if anything goes wrong, okay?" He demanded.

"Thank you daddy! And I sure will. But I promise nothing will go wrong." I took off with a huge smile on my face and got dressed.

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While sitting in Tyler's car I felt a little unease.

"So where exactly are we going?" I asked impatiently.

"I'm taking you to my favorite spot in town." he said smiling.

"I thought we were going to tour the neighborhood and stuff" I crimped my forehead, not sure why I even said that.

"Are you scared of something kate?" He inquired
The first bad guy that actually calls a girl by their name, wow! I'm such a loser. Well, so I thought.

"No I'm fine, it's just what you said over the phone." I leaned back in the car seat and plugged my ears listening to my favorite song, the one I use to sooth my spirit.

He looked over at me then focused on the road.

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"Wow! It's so beautiful out here!" I exclaimed at the peaceful breath taking view before me. It's on top of a short hill side, which facilities a waterfall followed by a blue water stream, and some pretty roses near by. He spread a blanket on the forest green grass and placed a basket filled with fruits and other snacks at the end.

"Okay! A picnic." I said smiling.

"It's a nice way to remember our first date, don't you think so?" he looked at me and I knew he meant that.

"A date?" I asked sounding like an idiot.

"Yes, I wasn't sure you would say yes, so I kidnapped you in a modernized way" he chuckled and stared at me anticipating a good reply.

"Well you're a super smart kidnapper and a really romantic one too." I smiled at him while staring into his glowing blue eyes. Our hands interlocked and I rested my head softly on his muscular shoulder while admiring the beautiful sight before me.

I raised my head causing him to look at me.

"What's wrong baby?" He inquired, his eyes popping with concern.

"This is happening so fast... Why me..?" I searched for words to explain myself. "Three weeks ago all we did was had lunch together a few times and spoke as friends, and now a date?"

He fixed my hair behind my ear and massaged my neck with his thumb. "You're the first girl I've met, that didn't fell at my feet. Im naturally drawn to you, the first day I looked into your gorgeous eyes I felt a tingle in my stomach. And in all my seventeen years on this earth no girl has ever made me feel that way. I knew at that moment there's something special about you. I love the way you focus in class, do your homework, respect your family, speak with purity, treat others with kindness and don't party. I love how beautiful you are within and much more on the outside. Meeting you have given me a chance to be myself without pressure. And I'm scared that some other guy would make a move before me and just not value this precious jewel." I admired his honesty and the way he said those words I knew it came from within.

All of what he said is actually who I am. But that one night ruined it from being completely true. I'm not a jewel. He probably thinks I'm a Virgin too. Maybe that's another reason why he's into me. How am I going to tell him about my past? He clearly wouldn't expect to hear the things I had to confess.. I hate having to live with this guilt. I wish it can be erased from my memory!

"Wow. We've only known each other for almost a month and you already figured out who I am. You're one of a kind, I wish I had met you sooner. And, I sort of like you too" I replied with a smile.

And I actually meant that, if only I had met him earlier. Losing my virginity to him would be way better than losing it the way I did. I'm so scared when he finds out what really happened to me, he would leave. How can I tell my first boyfriend who I absolutely love, that I got wasted, stripped in front of everyone, and got raped by a total stranger? You can't right! So I kept it in the dark and struggle with the guilt.

"Angel! Come back to Earth my love" he begged, smiling at me.
"What were you so lost about babes?" He questioned.

"Nothing, I was just thinking about what you said, never heard those words from a guy before." It was partially true. Nobody has ever expressed their feelings to me. Probably because no one has ever had such feelings for me.

"I find that very hard to believe, considering your beauty within and out. Especially this super hot body of yours." He smirked.
I was okay with him saying that, it felt right.

As I lay on his shoulder I couldn't stop myself from thinking if Tyler really meant what he said or if it's just the normal game that all bad boys play. I did saw him glare at me a few times at school but I never thought he's interested in me. What have I gotten myself into?

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A/N

Okay so maybe things are moving too fast between Tyler and Katelyn. Do you think so?
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~💕sherry

Next: Chapter 11- "Dinner With Tyler's Family."