Y/n POV~
"What are you looking at" I glared placing a hand on my hip.
"HOW COME YOUR NOT PLAYING VOLLEYBALL"
"Why are you with us and not on a team!?"
"You should come to Shiratorizawa y/n chan"
"I told you all I used to play anyways can you hand me the ball again, Kinda need to serve again". They tossed the ball back in my direction and I started walking back to the back line. I spun the ball before throwing it up in the arm and landing another one of my monsterious sereves this time I aimed it at the tall blond with glasses knowing he cant receive for shit. Again another point, I served the ball up again but this time a jump float but this time Iwaizumi was able to receive it. I saw Kenma already setting up the play and I ran up at minus tempo before the other side realized the ball hit the ground with a bang.
"Jeeez guys its getting boring over here can you score something" I teased.
Since everyone wasnt in their normal positions it was quite chaotic, I ended up running into tendou by accident hurting my nose so I switched with Ushijima and sat out the couple plays. Kenma and Kageyama ended up switching, he looked so desperate to get in but the pudding headed setting looked like he wantes to leave.
"Your too tense" I say to him still watching the boys
"I...know" he says in s low tone looking at the floor
"Loosen up Kenma!!" I say and start shaking him. "You'll do just fine your sets a pretty good to. Smart plays just loosen up it isnt a game its for fun. Ill be honest im not keeping score, games like these why keep score just play and have fun"
"ill Loosen up a bit, I do feel less tease thanks y/n..."
"no problem" I watch tendou make hand gestures for me to go back to the court and switch with him. I nod and start walking over, I felt a hand tap my shoulder and saw tendou
"Do you know how to play middle blocker?" he asked, I know how to play all the positions ill be fine" I walk over and me and Kyotani are in front of each other. We growl at each other before scoffing and awaiting Iwaizumis serve.
Kageyama POV~
"Jesus the tension here is horrible between these two" I say as I look at the small girl and blonde growl at each other.
"Hey your highness, send me a set at minus tempo. Got it!" I look down at the girl below me pointing at me
"Pft she called you 'Your highness~" Tsukishima teased
"Shut up you salty french fry" without me realizing it I set to Bokuto instead, we got the point but y/n sent me a nasty glare that gave me shivers.
"Uh oh..." I heard Iwaizumi and Oikawa say
" y/n sorry I didnt listen Ill set to you next time okay" I said lookign at the floor hoping she wouldnt beat the crap out of me right now
Shes kind of pretty too and she can do quicks.. shes got a very attractive body too Ahh no bad kageyama think about milk
"Whatever" I watched her switch with nishinoya assuming he was tired and brought Goshiki in.
Shes gonna play a libero position she must be good
The one serving on the opposite side was Oikawa, I watch the look in her eyes she was focused on what she needed to do. Oikawa served his monster serves like y/n but she received it perfectly making us make a perfect play. I had to admire it for a bit she was smart too, she knew what she was doing. Why isnt she playing volleyball. I wonder
Flashback
Y/n POV~
"Y/n! Get the last one!" I saw my setter make a set to me, I spike it down with all my force and get us a point. I would've been the happiest too because we won this set but I landed wrong on my knee and ankle. I couldn't feel anything but pain in my leg, I saw coaches and my teammates around me looking at me with pity
Stop fucking looking at me like that....I dont need pity
"You need to go to the hospital immediately to get that taken care of y/n!" My coach calls 911 and in a couple minutes they come through the doors pulling me onto a bed (forgot what their called but you get my drift). I looked back and it hurt what I saw, everyone was happy and doing fine....Without me
Damn Im really that useless to be replaced huh. I dont deserve to be in the starting line up...I dont deserve the capitan and ace title
I thought to myself forgetting about the intense pain in my leg. The doctors rolled me into the emergency room and put me to sleep because they needed to do an immediate surgery on my leg.
Time skip to after leg day...
I wore a cast for over a year and once I got it off I started physical therapy because my parents wanted me to be play again. I cooperated still thought how I crumbled in front of my team and they did just fine we were a top school but it felt they didnt need me and I could be replaced...
After I got the okay I could play volleyball but not as much anymore it hurt even more emotionally. I felt weak. I felt useless. I just got the one passion I had taken away from me, I stopped playing after the news from my physical therapist. I told myself, Why would someone as useless as me play volleyball. Im weak now so theres no point.
During the incident I started to developed anger issues, I felt impatient all the time and when i took it out on others I didnt mean it I was mad at myself. when I got to highschool I was cold and aggressive. I didnt make friends I chose not too. I ended up getting into a fight with one of the boys at my old school because he called me a whore for having good grades. I was a bitch not an idiot but we got into a fist fight, I won and got expelled for my actions.
I hate it here
My parents walked put and scolded me for my shitty behavior and took my guitar away because of it, pissing me off even more but I went to my room and slammed the door and cried. I felt so helpless.
"Be our manager lil sis" I sae my brother beam at me
"No" I said back. He asked me almost everyday. Im glad he did.
He made me realize my love for volleyball, Thank you Oikawa Toruu. You'll always be my idiot <3
End Flashback
I ran around diving, trying to receive all the balls I could. I switched with nishinoya again and sat down with Kyotani in silence
"Im sorry" he said quietly for me to hear
"whyd I make you upset" I asked him still looking at the game
"I saw you went on a date with Bokuto-san, and overheard you said you liked someone else....is it tendou"
"No its not that red buffoon, did you comsider yourself an option at all"
"Why would it be me?" he looked at me
"Why wouldnt it be you mad dog chan~" i beamed at him, I saw a small blush creep on his face
"Call me Kentaro y/n" he sternly said back
"But mad dog channn~" I complained seeing him with an irritated face. "I love how irritated your face gets" I saw as I poke his face. He didnt do anything he just say there in shook I actually touched him but he was suprised I smiled
"Kentaro, I think its your turn to go play" I say and point to Iwaizumi who was yelling at him
"T-thannk you y/n" he stutterly said before walking off
Hm I wonder if I should tell him, hes the one I have feelings for....I cant stress about relationships right now I have a concert but Ill tell him soon....
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Another chapter in boom, I kinda wanna do other characters so can yall pick 👉👈
between Koganegawa (he needs more love), Tendou, Bokuto, or a various
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☆ Our Little Secret ☆
FanfictionHarsh language, bullying, lemon 🍋, harassment You are (y/n) Oikawa and unlike your older brother you have a bad temper and don't quite enjoy human interactions with people. He later convinces you to manage his team to gain the passion you once had...
