Mafia Boss 3: My Bodyguard

Chapter 33

Hindi ko na alam kung paanong natapos ang dinner kagabi. Lionard walked out, sinundan siya nila Diego at Alfonso, silence followed next, we just finished our food in an awkard atmosphere.

Until Aubrey and Nanay Celi are teasing me non stop after dinner. While Diego, Alfonso and Tatay Fred interrogated Ozi outside the house. Hindi ko na sinubukang sumunod sa kanila dahil men's talk daw. Hanggang sa umuwi sina Aubrey at Alfonso sa kanilang mga bahay.

Pumanhik ako sa kwarto ko para tawagan si Kyana and told her everything. She became emotional and at the same so happy about what I've said. Pregnancy hormones, I guess. I even heard her sobbed. Akala ko kung ano na ang nangyari. Nagpanic din tuloy si Zyrone sa kabilang linya. Kinausap niya ako at tinanong kung anong nangyari, I just answered him with your fucking friend Kharlo Rozzi Kho is here with me. Narinig ko siyang nagmura, and then Kyana shouted we're going home. Oo nakauwi na sana sila dito last month pero maselan sa pagbubuntis si Kyana kaya nagpahinga muna siya. The twins birthday is on next week already, ang sabi dito raw nila e-cecelebrate kaya sila uuwi hanggang sa manganak na rito si Kyana.

Naiwan ang tatlo sa baba kagabi na nag-uusap pa rin. They finished talking at midnight, I wonder what they've talked about para abutin sila ng ganong oras.

I woke up so early kahit na hindi naman ako ganon nakatulog agad dahil sa nangyari sa buong araw ko kahapon.

I made sure to understand and let everything sink in. Pinakiramdaman ko rin ang sarili ko.

Maybe... maybe I and Ozi feel the same towards each other.

Maybe I fell in love with him long ago before I even accept that I really did.

I'm just scared to be in a relationship again because of the past. I'm scared that just like them, Ozi will leave me too and it will break me more if ever that happens. But at the same time, I want to take a risk... again. Baka sakaling, hindi naman siya katulad nila. Baka sakaling Ozi is different, Ozi will stay with me and will never leave me. He won't hurt me.

I really like Ozi being with me all the time even if he's so annoying. Nasanay na ako lagi na nadiyan siya not because he's my bodyguard. It's because I feel comfortable, safe, happy, and I'm being me whenever he's around.

Siya lang ata ang nakakatiis ng kamalditahan at kasungitan ko.

He always makes my heart happy to the point that it hurts in a pretty good way.

I've missed him when he's away for three days. Hinahanap hanap ko ang presence niya, ang boses niya even his pagiging asal kanto and most of all him calling me mi amor. For the past three days I always think about him, nagtatampo rin ako dahil hindi man lang siya nagpaalam. I even overthink, what if he won't be back again? Just by the thought of that hurts.

No one knows how happy I was when I saw him yesterday. He was back and my heart beats so loud and fast. I know it's because of him. Because he's the only one who makes my heart beat like that.

I smiled while staring at my self in the mirror. I touched my face because it's blushing. Gosh, after two years naramdaman ko na naman kung paano ang mahulog sa isang tao. Kung paano magmahal. I almost forgot about it but Ozi woke that feeling up.

I love him not because he is Kharlo Rozzi Kho. I love him because he is Ozi. My annoying Ozi, my happy pill at the same time.

I combed my hair with my fingers once again and decided to go out of my room. I'll cook breakfast for all of them.

I smiled again.

Ngayon ay may chance na ako para ipagluto si Kharlo. Cooking for him is one of my dreams. And I can do that now.