Love And Rejection, Both At First Sight. - Taekook Love Story

26 - Journal Entries 02

After taking few minutes to calm himself down, Taehyung looked at the book again.
  
  
  
January 06th.

I'm moved cities again. I think I'm gonna stay here for a while. This is sort of a vacation spot so there are many strangers. I won't be stood out here. While I don't think Sunghoon has given up on finding me but I think the trail is pretty cold now.  If he finds me, then let it be. Can't live like a traveller forever Yoona. I'm tired of it.
  
  
  
January 28th.

It's close to a month since I've got here. I met this nice family. They have been looking after me. I can't get a proper job here so I've been helping here and there. Money is not a problem and I can't exactly ask for a job since I'm supposed to be vacationing right. But I like helping a little bit. Maybe I can stay in one place, you know, build a new life. I feel so lost Yoona. Never thought that my life will end up like this.
  
  
  
February 11th.

The owner's daughter asked me if I have a girlfriend today. I think she's interested in me. I told her I'm gay. That should be enough to fix it. But I guess it's time to move again. Relationships are the last thing I need now. The occasional sex was good for the traveler story I'm running with but I don't want to mess with her. Her parents have been nothing but kind to me.
  
  
  
Taehyung felt little irritated at the thought of Jungkook doing it with random strangers. He has read about it few times in the previous entries and always felt annoyed.
  
  
  
March 10th.

I'm finding a new place to settle down. I got the money out of the account. It should be enough to get a place for a year or so. I'm thinking of moving to a rural area where people are pretty much isolated, you know. Maybe hill country. Hopefully I'll be able to find a job there. Not that my degree would be useful. I'll have to get whatever I can. It's about time I change my life around.
  
  
  
March 28th.

I found a place in this small village middle of nowhere. I don't think anyone will be able to find me there. I'm moving tomorrow. Wish me luck Yoona. Hopefully I'll be able to stay there without any issues. I don't want to attach myself to anyone. They'll be in trouble if Sunghoon finds me. But I'm so tired of being alone. Let's see how it goes.
  
  
  
Taehyung realised that this was the day before Jungkook moved to their town. His heart ached at the thought of how alone Jungkook was and how desperately he wished for some companionship. With a shaking hand, Taehyung turned to the next page.
  
  
   
March 29th.