Compilation of my Short Stories (One-Shots)

•Problems•

Title: Problems
Genre: ewanq eh
Warning: Typogramatical and Grammatical Errors Ahead.

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As I walk through pass the rooms, I remembered the office that the student runs to when they had enough and can't handle problems in life.

That office called 'Positivity'. I always want to go there because I'm having an everyday Mental Breakdown because of my personal problems and such, but I have no time, so I just chose to keep my problem to myself even though it was difficult to handle. I'm so stressed with everything and I can't do anything about it.

Now that I have all the time, I will not waste the opportunity given to me to get there.

When I got to the front door of the office, I took a deep breath before knocking.

"Come in" said by the voice inside.

I'm afraid to tell my problem because this is the only time I'll tell to others, because I don't have any friends to tell.

"Uhm. Hi?" I said when I could enter the room.

"Oh, Hi. Sit down" she pointed the chair in her front.

When I sat down I rolled my eyes in the small room and noticed that she was the only one here.

"How may I help you, cutie?" She asked, smilling , I really like her voice, it's sound so sweet.

"Uhm. I really don't know how to start, so..." I'm really having a hard time for this because all this time I kept it all by myself.

"It's okay sweety, take your time," she smiled at me after saying those words. I don't know her, but I'm really comfortable with her, her cute face is telling me that everything is alright that I'm not alone in this and just by looking at her and help by her presence I feel relieved.

I think that is really her charm, because base on what I listened to the people who have been here as well she is really good in healing the people who's having a depression and such by giving advice and positivity to them

I took a deep breath before speaking.

"I have a lot of problems and I always overthink about it... and it's always about myself. I'm doubting myself in every way. I feel like I'm not doing my best to achieve my dreams until I lost my appetite for what I was doing, for what I was passionate about. I tried to do everything that can go back to my old self, the passionate and always doing the best and loving what I am doing, but I can't, It's so hard for me, I don't know what to do anymore and I wanted to give up already, and I'm losing a reason to live because of that, because I feel so useless" after saying those words without crying, I feel so relieved I feel like all the weight of my feelings was gone.

"Hmm," she was smiling while nodding, saying that she understand me.

"Well with your problem, I think you just need to take a break, there's nothing wrong in taking a break because if you keep trying when you're not really motivate in what you're doing everything will get worst and It might lose all your hard works. Reflect yourself, ask yourself, what you really want, ask yourself what will heal you. And while doing that and taking a break find something that you can use to motivate yourself. Don't stress yourself everything will be okay if you keep on telling yourself that all the storms that come into your life you will weather. God will help you always, just stay still and trust him." She said and I understand it all, I think that was the words I really want to hear all this time.

"But, how would I make it work if I knew there was someone better than me and I was scared because of that, I'm doubting myself because of that thinking even though, I really know that I can't be like them because I'm just small compared to them," I said

"You know, there are and there are really better than you, but if that's all you think you can't do what you want, you can't achieve what you want. But if you keep practicing your craft, if you keep trying, doing your best, who knows, maybe you can be like them, better than they" she said and tap my soulder, "I'm just here whenever you need someone to talk to"

"Thank you, Thank you very much you helped me a lot, you're really the best"

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