Awakening Sheeple

~ Chapter 33 ~

"There is more, I am also here to tell you, dear one, that I must do my part. Some guardians will focus on the battle in the other realm, others will release the souls of those cloaked in darkness. I have another purpose. To win this battle we must take down the dark one himself and his four closest ranking soldiers, two we have already got. I must volunteer to be cloaked in darkness to infiltrate their enemy lair. It is somewhat dangerous because many lose themselves to the dark side and never return." He paused and I sat silently in shock, "I leave right away. I love you dearly and that alone will pull me through. We must all do our part to end this quickly; so we can begin preparations for the change." He was resolved and even happy with those last words; he felt them and believed them. I jumped up and threw my arms around him, "I love you Dad; call me if you need help." He held my shoulders and looked into my eyes, smiled, nodded and vanished.

I just stood there with a glazed look on my face. What do I do now? I went straight to Mr. and Mrs. McKeown. I needed to talk this out.

His parents seemed to know what was happening before we even spoke. His mom handed me a calming tea and his Dad escorted me to the library. I sat in a cozy overstuffed leather chair and listened as his Dad explained. "What your father is doing is very brave Avery, a real sacrifice too. I am not sure how much he told you but maybe I can shed a little more understanding on it for you. When someone is being born into this world, all their past life memories are erased at birth. As they grow they are supposed to learn and remember who they really are. If they can recall or awaken to those deep seeded memories then life on earth is much more meaningful. Not necessarily easier but more purposeful, if you will. What your father is going to do is let go of everything he has learned and knows, have his memory wiped, to be born into the dark side. The only difference is that he will not start as an infant but will be able to start over as an adult. It will be an accident, amnesia of sorts only the dark side will have him and care for him. He will not recall his past life or any mission he is on. We can only guide him with urges and yearnings, coincidences and intuition. The dark ones will attempt to fill his mind with wrong thinking, fear, negativity, false hopes, pseudo loyalty and love. They will try to break his independence and will, so they can control him; so he will follow their rules. They will cloud his mind with a heavy veil so he cannot see the light and remember his potential. We must allow him to become one of them. Since they don't have any idea who he was before his amnesia they will start to trust him. At the right moment he must choose to do the right thing, even if it goes against what they want and could be dangerous to him. This is where many fail, the fear they instill is too great. It is easier to continue on in familiar discomfort then to risk unfamiliar change with no guarantee of the outcome. Most of the population today already live their lives this way and don't even know they are being controlled. We needed someone with a strong will, a deep seeded faith, the heart of a lion and the intelligence of a guru. Someone that has found their way back before and has a strong bond with our side... someone like your Dad. His mission is to turn the dark one over to us." He paused to let me absorb the thought.

He watched me intently, tilting his head sideways as if reading me. I just sat there nothing surprised me anymore I just felt numb. He continued, "Avery, you may have a part in all this. We may need you to help bring him back as a last resort. We would never put you in any danger of course. But your connection might be what it takes to help him recall his light self. I am telling you so it won't be a shock if the need arises." My mouth was agape but I couldn't speak. The lack of words came from my whirling minds incapability to put any clear thoughts together at the moment.

I felt Kaysens hand on my shoulder; at least I think I did. When I looked with quick hope he was not there and his Dad just smiled slightly but didn't say a thing.

"So what you are telling me is that I am going to lose my Dad again. First Kaysen is gone and now my Dad, for the second time!" I paused wondering what more I could stand to lose. My heart ached but I felt like I had to do something. I blurted out, "what do I do now?"

His father responded, "First of all let go of the victim thoughts, nothing can hurt you if you don't let it, remember? I know it seems hard Avery, we are here for you and the baby will be here soon. You need to be strong in faith and focused. What I can tell you is what we can all do to help. Meditate and educate. Be open to a new way of living and thinking. Prepare the children. We need to join together. Not as physical groups devoted to a certain leader but as souls joined as one. We need to be like lighthouses, beacons in the fog, positively contagious, set an example to spread enlightened thinking. No preaching just doing. We also need to be wary of false profits, those saying to join them because their way is best and most righteous. Also, bear in mind that what we resist persists, our focus is heaven on earth, being the change we want in the world, not fearing or fighting against the darkness. You, Avery, need to focus on taking care of yourself and the baby first and foremost."

"But how do we tell people they should be like us and tell them to be aware of the exact same message from others? Are we not doing exactly what they are doing? People will be confused?" I was confused.

"No we are not asking people to follow us, just to meditate on the truth. We are not asking people to be like us or follow us, they will innately be attracted to our example and our light. Anyway, Avery all you need to do is keep working at the centre till the baby comes." He could feel my overwhelmed mind about to explode I am sure.

"One last question?" I asked unsure if I wanted to know the answer.

"Of course Avery."

I knew he knew what I was about to ask, he was just letting me decide if I wanted to ask it. I did, "where is Kaysen? Why can't he be here with me?"

He smiled softly, "remember that he is with you Avery. Didn't you feel him earlier? He is in a debriefing on the other side, during this time he cannot manifest in this dimension. When his mission is complete you will be together again very often."

"Forever? For real?" I asked with a speck of hope.

"I hope so Avery. Nothing is truly predictable." He didn't want to lead me on but I kinda wish he would. He got up and offered his hand to help me out of the chair. I guess our conversation was over for now. I waddled home slowly down the path to the cottage. I felt like my belly was getting as big as a house. Kaysen was missing it all.

I stopped on the path when a strange noise distracted me from my brooding thoughts. It was like metal rubbing together, large rusty machinery squawking and groaning. It was really loud. It seemed to be close because it grew so thunderous but I couldn't tell which direction it came from. My mind raced as I tried to figure out where the noise originated from and what it could be. It didn't sound like a plane engine, it wasn't coming from the ground, it was in the air...right above me. There were no train tracks, ship yards, factories or construction sites anywhere close to our house. My imagination was starting to go crazy with ideas. The only thing it could be was an alien ship and the low clouds were shrouding it's enormous and shocking presence. I shocked myself into rushing into the house. Could this be the end of the world? Maybe it's the horns of the angels of armageddon. No sooner had I reached the front door and the sound stopped. It didn't fade into the distance, it just stopped.

I turned on the TV and went on my computer to see if anyone else had heard it or knew what it was. There was a program interruption on the TV saying that many people had heard the strange sound but no one knew what it was. A scientist from the university suggested it could be a natural phenomenon from the earth plates shifting or possibly caused from extreme solar flares and electromagnetic energy. CMEs or coronal mass ejections are what cause aurora borealis or northern lights. Some say they have heard sounds in conjunction with these strange lights although it's never been recorded.

Apparently this sound was heard in several countries around the globe at the same time. There have been many reports over the last few months of this happening all over the world. Still no one knows for sure what was the cause or origin for sure. I know it made me feel very uneasy. Although the idea of solar flares scared me, I preferred that to the thought of aliens invading earth.