Awakening Sheeple

~ Chapter 34 ~

Four weeks till Christmas. I wonder if there will even be one for me this year? I don't even care without Kaysen. The baby talks to me less and less but the doctor, who is also enlightened, says it's okay. The baby is growing and sleeping a lot more. It's Gods way of making the transition into this three dimensional world easier. When she does speak to me she usually asks about Kaysen or tells me how much she loves me. I can feel him with me sometimes, mostly at night. Rubbing my back or resting his arm over me but if I turned to him he's not there. The disappointment is too hard to deal with so I just stopped looking for him after a while and enjoyed our imagined moments together.

December was upon me, the day of completion loomed. The whole reason we did all that organizing was leading to this. Those that cross this next dimensional line win true freedom. According to many channelers the crystalline grid that aligned this worlds unseen power frequency would be in place this month. The next few days would be like a reboot of the system and then the subtle shift in dimensions would begin. You go with it or you stay behind. This reasoning felt good to me in my soul. My fear and uncertainty was gone, I didn't know for sure what would take place but I knew the world would go on and the baby and I would be fine. That was all I could focus on for now.

The closer my due date came the harder it was to sleep at night. Maybe my body was shifting and rebooting with the planet, I don't know. I would get up and sit in the nursery and rock, just being with myself in the moment. The chair was soft and comfortable wrapping around me. I closed my eyes to meditate on the new world, what I'd like it to be like. I was envisioning people happy and free, their auras were light and honest. Then the vision changed, it was out of my control like I was watching a movie that I didn't really want to see...

There was a middle aged, beautiful woman and she had her sights set on a new mate. The man she just pulled from a smashed car in a freezing river. She was freakishly strong for her size. She took him back to her secluded country home. He was almost dead. The scene continued with her posing as a nurse taking care of him. He woke a few days later with no memory, of anything. The vision skipped to her using her sexual prowess to convince him to stay. Her real motive was not love, she saw an opportunity to mold him and manipulate him. She had no idea who he was and apparently didn't care. She was taken with his handsome face and chiseled physique. What a prize! There was nothing I could do to help him. I cried out but he could not hear me. What about my Mom? How could they let this happen? Would Kaysen have to do this to me? My heart physically wrenched in my chest and groaned.

I woke with a start only to hear that it was not my heart groaning but that eerie trumpeting sound again. I pulled the blankets up around my neck and listened in the darkness. The peculiar reverberation moaned on for over an hour before it fell silent. All I could think to do was pray for protection for myself and my Dad.

That morning I decided to go for a treat before stopping off at the office for a quick visit. Connor and Carly were taking care of all the meditation groups and seminars. We were growing very strong and I felt good about the transition, if there was one. The bakery near work was always a favorite place for Kaysen to stop for lunch or a morning coffee break. Going anywhere he loved to go helped me feel closer to him. Today I had a strong urge to go there.

I walked into the quaint little shop with its gingerbread trim and big windows. The smell enveloped my senses sending my mind to happy places in the past. I took my place in line as it was always busy this time of day. The man in front of me seemed familiar somehow. I stepped to one side to feign looking at the treats in the showcase, I just wanted to get a look at his face. Then my keys fell from my hand right next to his foot as if by coincidence.

"Oh shoot, I'm sorry!" I apologized to the stranger as he bent to pick them up.

"No problem ma'am," he handed me the keys with a smile that melted my heart. My mouth dropped open and I must have went pale because he took my outreached hand to place the keys in my palm and asked, "are you alright?"