Awakening Sheeple

~ Chapter 41 ~

Avery's side...

I took off all my clothes and lay down on the tantric chair. Closing my eyes I pictured our first night together on this token of seduction. As I pictured him standing over me, he was connected to me, we are tied together. I willed him closer and imagined his hands on me, his lips on me, it felt so real. When I opened my eyes expecting him to be there with me by shear will and passion, he was not there. The sensations all over my body did not stop, my eyes closed in an effort to stay with my waking dream. There he was in my mind in all his glory, my heart skipped a beat. He kissed my lips so perfectly, soft and firm, I realized that my mouth was actually physically moving with his. My eyes popped open and there he was in flesh, all flesh, no clothes at all. He pressed his lips on mine harder to keep me from screaming I am sure, 'I have missed you so much Love, you feel so good.' I flung my arms around him. Oh how I missed his voice inside my head, his touch, his smell, his presence.

We made love and when I woke he was gone...again. I wonder if that was a good bye because he won't be back for a while? Why didn't he talk to me more? Why didn't I talk to him more? I decided to be happy for those fleeting minutes instead of brooding over how it could have been. It was what it was and it felt amazing, it was what we needed at the time.

I took Ruby to work with me. When Ruby wasn't sleeping in her basinet next to me, she stayed in the daycare with Bayleigh for a while. Ruby was only weeks old but seemed fascinated by the other kids. Connor had hired a friend to help them with the centre and the worldwide meditation groups. His buddy was tall, blonde, muscular build, very easy on the eyes, sweet, quiet and very grounded. I may be married but I'm not blind! He instantly connected with me; I could feel and see his attraction to me. His aura went from professional green, blue and yellow to including hot pink. He fumbled over his words a little too.

I had a vision of them in my mind in the hall after they left, Connor scolded him, "what are you thinking? She's married and they just had a baby! She's way out of your league anyway!"

Liam responded, "I thought you said her husband was dead? He's not around is he? I can't help the way I feel, she's hot. There's a connection, maybe it's a past life thing? I don't know!"

"Yeah, well she is off limits man. Just leave her alone, if she wants anything from you she can let you know. Not that it would ever happen! And even if it did you had better not hurt her...."

"Ha! Easy man, I have no intention of hurting anyone. I am here to learn, that is my main goal and it's really important to me. I am changing my ways." Liam held up the boy scout hand signal, "scouts honor." He smiled sweetly.

Connor responded with a punch on the arm, "let's go, we have work to do."

I smiled to myself, this should be interesting. As I sat at my desk I had a strange experience. I started to cough so I reached for the bottle of water on my desk. I heard someone say, "Greetings Dear One. Don't be alarmed just talk with me and hear me awhile."

"What? Who is this? What do you want?" I responded to the voice in my head as my eyes darted about the room looking for ghostly figures to no avail. I closed my eyes. The whole event seemed to take place in moments and even though my mind translated it all into words, the experience I was having was more of a knowing than an actual conversation. It's kind of what Mr. McKeown does when he downloads great quantities of information in a short time. Hard to explain really but apparently the way we will all communicate in the next ninety to one hundred years.

"I am Arc Angel Metatron. I have answers to many questions you have and a message to give you as well."

"What sort of message? From who?" Of course I was hoping it was Kaysen.