Heartbreak [zjm]

10. Amnesia

"Yes, I let you use me from the day that we first met, but I'm not done yet, falling for you." 

Finley Graham 

"I really want you to meet my friends maybe tomorrow," Niall said while on our lunch date.

"Sure, wait isn't that Zayn?" I pointed to him with a girl that did not look like what Niall described Belle as.

"That's not Belle," Niall stared. "That's Heather." 

He told me what happened with them yesterday and I am totally on Belle's side. If a girl has liked a guy for a while, and still likes him, you don't make a move on him especially if you just met him. It's girl code.

"Oh really?" 

"Why is he with her?" Niall asked and texted him.

We saw him pick up his phone and text Niall back quickly.

Zayn: Can't talk right now sorry x

"It's new year's day, why is he with her?" Niall wondered outloud.

"Oh my God, Niall," Heather came over to us and she had this really fake smile on her face. "You must be Finley!" 

"I am," I stood up to greet her and she grabbed me and engulfed me in a deep hug.

"Niall, how did you score such a hot girl?" Heather asked sort of rudely. 

"Excuse me?" Niall asked standing up.

"You know what I meant! Like, she's so pretty."

Heather decided she wanted to meet me before everyone else so her and Zayn grabbed a chair. Zayn was definitely quieter than usual, and he was normally very quiet. Heather was asking us so many questions and I answered none of them. Niall answered almost all of them.

"Where's Belle?" I finally spoke up. 

"Why does she matter?" Zayn asked quietly causing Heather to grab his hand and entwine their fingers.

Heather excused herself to the bathroom and I immediately gossiped. "Zayn, I barely know you and you seem miserable." 

"We're just looking out for you, buddy," Niall commented.

"I'm not, just sod off, Finley. You hardly know our friend group anyways and you became Niall's girlfriend like what? A month ago. You have no say in who I am dating." 

"Are you dating Heather?" I asked whenever Heather came back.

"Yes," he said and I almost wanted to slap him.

What a great date. I piss off Niall's best friend and his best friend's girlfriend. 

Belle Evans 

I was sad. Whenever I woke up, I was sad. I thought taking a shower would wash all of the memories away, but I couldn't face it. I definitely couldn't face school in a few days. 

"Are you alright, Belle? You look upset," Melissa said right before she went to the store.

"I'm fine, Melissa." 

"As long as you're okay," she said hesitantly.

"Hey, I'm going over to Louis' today, is that okay?" 

"What about Harry? You have hardly seen him all break." 

"Harry will most likely be there," I sighed and she nodded.

I'm really glad Melissa didn't ask very many questions. She always wants to get into my business. 

Before I left, I looked at my room. I had posters of bands in there and a ton of polaroids that I had snapped when Zayn wasn't paying attention. There was one of him and I laughing on the wall that I think Liam took the night that we were at his birthday party. 

It was my favorite. 

I took all of the polaroids down and threw most of them away. Some of them were of Harry and I and I decided to keep those and that one picture of Zayn and I. I realized that you can't un-remember anything, unless you had amnesia. 

Louis: Harry's here and we're just talking... If you want to come over you can love x

Louis was insanely nice and I loved him, but I would never date him. He was Zayn's best friend anyways and I could never see him as a lover, like how I saw Zayn. 

I went to Louis' house and he had lots of rooms. He told me he had 5 sisters and a younger brother who was just born about 8 months ago. 

"That is a lot of siblings," I gasped when he told me.

"Yeah, I just have Gemma, and Belle has Kacin who is her half-brother," Harry laughed.

Harry told us how he was really confused. 

"A few days ago when I was shopping with Danielle, I saw this really hot boy, he was really hot, but I had to fight the urge to talk to him because I was with Danielle. Is it bad that if she wasn't with me or vice versa, I would have gone up and talked to him a bit?" 

"No, it's perfectly normal, are you gay or bisexual?"

Harry tensed up at those words. Anne had taught him that straight was the only accepting thing. "I-I don't know. I think I'm just confused right now. But I thought he was way hotter than Danielle, and I don't even enjoy Danielle's company anymore." 

"We should take an online test," Louis clapped his hands jokingly and Harry agreed with him. 

After Harry took the test it actually said that he was leaning towards gay but he could very well be bisexual, or just confused. 

"You take it," Harry said handing Louis' laptop back.

We were shocked at the results, to say the least. 

It came back that he was 100% gay. 

"Are you really? Or did you just answer those to make me feel better?" 

"No, I really am gay, I've known for a while and I'm out but my mom hates me for it," Louis rolled his eyes. 

"Oh, do you think I'm gay?" 

"I don't know, I think you're very confused, but if you had sex with her, you would know if you were gay or not," Louis shrugged. 

I hung out with my two (almost) gay best friends the rest of the day and didn't have a care about Zayn. I did wonder what he was doing mostly but that was answered whenever Niall texted Louis that we should meet him and Finley for dinner. 

Niall: Even though we had lunch a few hours ago we're both starving! Meet us at Pierre's in 20? x

I drove back home and dressed a little bit nicer because Pierre's was a nice restaurant. I was wearing a strapless white sparkly dress with black tights, black boots with a heel, and a black cropped leather jacket.

"Aw you look good, Belle," Louis smiled and drove Harry and I to the restaurant. 

= So I know this chapter is really short but it definitely isn't a filler and I am so excited for the next one! I am also excited to bring Finley back because personally I fell in love with this, persona of Niall's dream girlfriend, and made Finley up in my writing. She's funny, smart, quite witty, and very confident. I literally fell in love with this made-up girl named Finley. Anyways, I hope you enjoy this chapter! xxx =

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