My Worst Mistake {JJK}

Chapter 23 : You are better off without me, Y/n.

Y/n's Pov

"So this is how everything transpired?" I asked myself the rhetorical question, while still being in shock due to the flashback.

I wondered if Jungkook remembered any of it or if he had any regrets. I didn't know myself if I regretted everything or not. I was not even ready to tell him yet nor was I even sure if I wanted him to know about our unborn child. "Ours", I still couldn't believe that we were going to be parents. Thinking about him was becoming more stressful, I had to put in mind that I was living for two and not one anymore. My unborn baby's health was more important, I needed to focus on it more.

I told my mother that I remembered everything that happened , she smiled at me while caressing my hair.

" Did you tell Jungkook about your pregnancy?" My mom asked still caressing my hair. I shook my head at her.

" Oh~ , are you gonna tell him then?" She asked taken aback by my silent answer.

I looked at her with a blank expression before answering a "NO!". My mom glared at me with a confused look.

" What do you mean by that? He is the father of your unborn child, he deserves to know Y/n." My mom said still glaring straight at me.

" I know, I just.... I can't let him know about it now." I answered looking down, I was still not sure about my desicion yet.

" No Y/n! That isn't fair, you mean your child has to not have a father in his/her life, just because of your insecurities about jungkook. I know why you're doing this , you are scared Y/n. You're scared that you can't resist him and you know it. " She said while I looked at her with questioning eyes.

I didn't know if what she said was right, was I really scared of that? I myself didn't have an answer to that. I kept my unaltered facial expression and I stood up to go to the terrace. My mother's words stopped me from going any further.

" You running away from the truth won't stop destiny from doing it's course. I hope you realise that soon. I don't think you falling pregnant is a mere coincidence either. Wake up from your trance and face reality Dear." She said while my back faced towards her. I would be a liar to say that those words had no effect on me.

I continued with my steps to the terrace without looking back. I had a long day and I just needed to go away from the reality of my life. My mom's words kept on replaying in my head.

"Am I really running away from reality? What reality is that? Is she trying to say that me and Jungkook are meant to be? I just don't understand. " I asked the train of questions in my head. I held my head in frustration.

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Author's Pov ( In Seoul)

"Do you think she remembers anything?" Jungkook asked Jimin while wondering about what Y/n was doing.

" I think so." Jimin simply answered while looking at Jungkook. Jungkook looked at him with confusion all over his face.

"How can you tell that?" He asked with an unchanged expression.

"Chungha said she told her about the drinks and stuff. I'm sure that might have helped her remember ...your bedroom stuff." Jimin chuckled at the last part while Jungkook's ears turned crimson in embarrassment.

" I wonder how she feels about everything though. I'm sure regret is one of her emotions right now, well that's if she remembers everything. I wish I knew what she feels about it." Jungkook said rubbing his chin in wonder.

" Why don't you ask her?" Jimin asked while looking at him.

" What!No! Do you know how embarrassing that is. What will I say to her. It will be so weird talking about it, no! I can't . I will freak out , ohh damn no Jimin ..no! " Jungkook cringed while trying to imagine the awkward conversation.