𝐾𝐸𝐸𝑃𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝐼𝑇 𝑅𝐸𝐴𝐿 2(Philia)

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Aria
Yay we're home"kairi screamed as we walked inside mama Janice house I had got everything put up and stuff at our house and I brought them here since they missed there grandma ma Already after just freaking seeing her

Kyla started crying in my arms and I rocked her while giving her her pacifier trying to calm her down I had just changed her so she wasn't wet so I figure she's hungry

I went in the kitchen and made her bottle and heat it up a bit and gave it to her but she still seemed fussy in my arms maybe it was her missing ke I gave her a finger on my right hand and she got quiet and within seconds started back

Kyla baby please"I said and rubbed my hair
Lemme see her"
I gave her to mama Janice Nd stood up pacing back and forth kairi dropped some fruit snacks on the rug and I walked over picking them up

Please be more careful baby"
Ok mommy you ok"
Yes I'm ok babygirl"
I stood up and looked around for yosohn and seen him in a corner mopping

What's wrong with you yosohn"I asked him kneeling in front of him
I miss dada"
Wanna see a picture of him" I didn't know if he was talking bout herb or ke so I had to show him the pictures
I showed him ke and he nodded fast Nd started crying more like screaming I picked him up rocking him back and forth

Baby please calm down dada coming to see you soon"
I want my daddy"he screamed
Shhhhh"
I want my daddy"he screamed over and over again
Yosohn Santana Wright be quiet"
NO"he screamed I looked at him shocked Nd popped his legs two times sitting him down on the couch

You don't tell me no you understand me"
His crying continued and I pushed my hair back from my face hearing more winning  I seen kairi and sighed
What's wrong with you sweetie"I asked as nice as possible

Yo-yo crying he sad"
He got a pow pow cause he was being bad"
Ohhh"she said and wiped her face and went to him hugging him and rubbed the area were I popped him

Kylas cry's kicked up a volume and I sighed I really couldn't win with these kids I'm trying I really am but ke being gone doesn't  help me one bit the front door opened and tae walked in

I missed him so much and I had to talk to him
Hey tae-"
I gotta talk to pop"he said cutting me off and walked off I felt so damn defeated
Kylas screamed filled my ears and I reached for her but mama Janice didn't give her to me

Gimme her please"
Go take a walk or something aria"
Give me my baby"
Aria go take a walk"

Why the hell won't nobody listen to me"
Arianna watch ya language in my house"
You know what I'm tired of this shit nothing can ever go right I'm sick of this shit"

I stormed out and slammed the front door and looked back seeing it shattered but it didn't break I screamed in frustration
FIX THE DOOR"I yelled at one of the guards
As I climbed in my car

Aria don't drive like that"I heard Janice yell behind me and I ignored her and got in the car driving off I felt so much pressure on my chest and I started over thinking

Did I move to fast with Kenen we got a whole baby and we not even married what was wrong with me what was wrong with us why can't nothing ever go the way it's supposed to was god not hearing my prayers was I not praying hard enough

I'm sick of this shit I'm tired of feeling scared and I was just ready for the worse emon was home found that out when he called me some how but fuck it if I had to keep it real it's always something going on always I can't get a break

I sped up my driving as my thoughts started running Nd coming out quicker and I sped into Walmart's parking lot Nd parked sitting there I don't know what to do with my life right now I had shit set up for everybody literally everybody but myself

I wanted my bestfriend to hold my hand and take me away from all these scary thought I was having I didn't wanna live in fear but I didn't want my family to be effected also I ain't know what to think

I climbed out the car and walked inside Walmart I walked around Nd picked stuff up for mama Janice she didn't deserve that same way tae didn't deserve me lashing out on him but it happened

I felt a Figure behind me but I kept walking it's probably just another customer I walked around till I got to the men's section and I picked tae up some stuff Nd even joe cause I knew I had hurt his feelings a bit

A hand grabbed my arm and I slowly turned around Nd all the air I had in my lungs left An went to dust as I stood there Nd tried to yank from his grasp
But he gripped me tighter my knees became weak Nd he laughed bringing his face to my neck

Em daddy got ya knees weak" he kissed my neck and I felt my eyes tearing up I felt like that 18 year old girl was back Nd under control
I couldn't say anything my words were caught in my throat
P-p-ple-a-se"I managed to get out and he laughed
Let's go baby"
"And if you scream or say anything imma break every bone in ya body"

He pulled my car keys and my purse out the cart and grabbed my hand in his and pulled me threw the store I wanted to scream or run but he had me pulled into the side of him tightly I was so scared

A tear rolled down my face and I hit his arm he chuckled lowly and we walked out the Walmart
P-p-ple-a-se let me go I won't say nothing"
I know you won't you to weak"he said and we got to a truck a guy got out Nd he handed him my Car keys

He pushed me into the passenger side Nd closed the door and walked around and getting in
Boy oh boy boo I miss you"