𝐾𝐸𝐸𝑃𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝐼𝑇 𝑅𝐸𝐴𝐿 2(Philia)

62

Aria
You good you comfortable"ke asked me as he sat me on the balcony
Yea I'm good"I said and laid back on the lawn chair out here
Aight I'll be right back"
Ok"

I laid there looking at the stars they were honestly beautiful and breath taking and made me feel something for them three of them sat next to eachother they were the biggest and brightest ones out there in the sky

Which made me think maybe that was Kyle with my two lil baby's up there looking down at me I let my mind Rome and just go into deep thought about things

I wasn't dealing with my recent miscarriage like I figured I would which was being depressed and sad I was coming to grips with it and it seemed like ke was coming around to it slowly he was still rubbing my stomach and I would let him since it was a coping mechanism while me I just let how I felt go and talked to ke

I hoped he'd be ok and it wouldn't distract him from the kids we do have now they were at my moms house and would be there till I got better I agreed to do it cause I ain't want them to see me in this state and something like this would stay in there memory for a long time

I was thinking about kyla my first baby girl it was like she came back to me with Kyla they both looked the same and had the chubby cheeks minus the smile they were twins almost god had a way of working and gave me my baby back I wanted to actually let yosohn and kyla know about there big sister now that I was finnaly grieving her death and accepted what happened

She wasn't just a kid I lost I got to hold her even if it was for seconds I did and she would be 7 years old now I felt ke slide behind me and wrap his arms around my torso and I relaxed into my arms

You ok"
Yea just thinking about somethings"
Like"he asked me and placed his hand on my stomach
Kyla"
Ya first born right"
Yea it just blows my mind how much they looked alike at birth"

Same features and stuff"
Yea except the smile cause kyla got ya smile"
She gonna be a charmer"
Boy you act like you ain't gonna be body slamming people kids if they hola at her"
I mean you right"he said laughing and I joined in

What if this baby would've been our boy"I said and felt him tense up
"Sorry I ain't think it was to soon"
It's cool just never thought of that I want a jr"
Uh uh pop told me not to do that"
When he said that"
Before we found out kyla was a girl I was like I wanna Kenen jr and he told me hell no if I did he was gonna dose the baby in holy water all the time"I laughed

Damn I ain't that bad"
The world don't need another you bae"
So what would we name our son"
Ummmm kamden"I suggested
Em em sound sus"
How"I said laughing
Ion know..how bout Kane"
No sounds like a drug dealer"

Keegan"
What type of white boy shit is that aria"he said and I laughed
Um ion know yet but we'll think of it"I smiled
Babe why didn't you never tell me about kyla"
Honestly I was scared to be judged and after the detective on the case just asked me why didn't I leave him when I first got pregnant just to be safer I felt like you'd do the same ion wanna ever feel judged like that it's heartbreaking"

Ion wanna ever break ya heart baby"
I don't wanna do that to you either...rap to me"
What you wanna hear"
Lemme rap it to you first"
I inhaled and breathed out

Gobble me, swallow me, drip down inside of me
Quick jump out 'fore you let it get inside of me
I tell him where to put it, never tell him where I'm 'bout to be
I run down on him 'fore I have a nigga running me
Talk your shit, bite your lip
Ask for a car while you ride that dick
You really ain't never gotta fuck him for a thang
He already made his mind up 'fore he came
Now get your boots and your coat
For this wet ass pussy
He bought a phone just for pictures
Of this wet ass pussy
Pay my tuition just to kiss me
On this wet ass pussy
Now make it rain if you wanna
See some wet ass pussy"
Aria....imma beat yo ass bruh"he said and I started laughing

Just gimme the next line"
Fuck no"he said and I laughed
Want me to sing safari version"
Disrespect Megan like that again"I threatened and he laughed
Shit fucking weird bro but lemme rap."

When times got hard, you had your boy with no stress
Love is a war, you got me out here with no vest
I be up all night, I ain't been getting no rest
I wish I had glasses to see what's under your dress
Baby give me your best I love how them jeans fit your waistline
Courtside, they see us on the baseline
You turn me on every time we FaceTime
If you my baby, you gon' stay mine, you my We started out as friends but now we lovers
How we start out on the block and end up underneath them covers?
Let's try the backseat of my Benz without no rubber
Pussy good, Kairi been saying she want a little brother
You think I'm joking right? I just got back from Cali
We can smoke tonight, I love scary movies, let's fuck to Poltergeist
I know the last cat did you wrong, I'm here to show ya right
I put in time to learn all about you, this wasn't overnight
You my B-A-B-Y, no more wearing Levi Took you out Adida', we private like a G5
I know you gotta be tired, put you in Prada, you mine
Your exes gotta be blind, just think you not in your prime
Dotted that line, well, shit, it gotta be signed, 'cause you my We
This ain't nothin' they heard through the grapevine
They said if you love her, then you gon' make time
Even if she try to run, know I'm gon' chase mine
Disrespect that, I'm doin' federal or state time"