𝐾𝐸𝐸𝑃𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝐼𝑇 𝑅𝐸𝐴𝐿 2(Philia)

68

Kenen
Bully I hate yo dumb ass"I heard crow yell as they came in the crib wit hella bags as soon as I opened the door
Fuck he do and crow were ya shoe"
On the highway"benz laughed
The shit ain't funny"crow said mad as he washed his hands

What happened"I asked Benz as he started unpacking the bags
The nigga bully ducking swerved and the nigga...."he started laughing hard as shit
"The nigga....the nigga crow fuckign flew out the truck bully kept driving and he was holding onto the side of the truck for like a mile bruh"
I started chuckling laughing going threw the bags
Then we pull up the nigga Mickey holding on to the handle bars on the inside of the trunk tighter then a bitch"bully laughed

Y'all fucked up for that"Mickey shook his head
Don't bring her ass back to my house dream or imma bust her ass"we all stopped what we was doing and turned twords the kitchen entrance
Ohhh who getting cursed out"Benz whispered
Dream look I'm not sitting down to talk to nobody I'm to grown for that either she get rid the bitch or she stay we're she at"I heard her coming in the kitchen an she was off the phone already

What y'all brought"she said calmly
Benz tapped me and I looked at him
What"
You see how she just flipped the switch that mean she bipoland"he laughed
Benz it's bipolar"I sighed and shook my head "go back to school"

I walked off and went to aria
Who you was on the phone wit"
Dream talking bout Shirley"
What Shirley do"
All of a sudden she know uno dos tress"
Spanish bitch that you dragged"crow asked
You mean the bitch she hulk smashed into and assortment of drinks and napkins"Mickey corrected

Yea her ion like that shit ion know what Mario up to but somebody better get her"she side eyed me rolling her eyes
I sucked my teeth and went upstairs
Kairi you ok mama"
I want juice"
Orange juice good"
Yes"she said and laid back down next to yosohn
Since they was in our room watching tv I went in kyla room and she was sleep once again

That girl sleep like she gotta job or something all she do is babble, whoop ass and standup on them chunky legs all day and eat wit her chunky butt"
I cracked the door and went back downstairs getting her juice

Nigga you keep these plastic bags"
No"
Opp bougie"Benz chuckled and I ignored him and all them getting kairi juice once I had it I started back upstairs and seen aria coming down
I just gave them they medicine"she said as she walked past
I ain't say nothing and heard her mumbling
You ain't here me"she asked but I kept going upstairs

Here mama"
I let her drink some and she laid down I put the thin sheet over them and sat on the edge of the bed watching tv wit them I had a attitude so I'll
Chill up here for a lil while till I cool down

Aria
Sis you think they gonna like these"bully asked showing the teddy bears
They should like em"I said and kept putting the snacks away
We gone go give them to them"he said and I nodded

I leaned against the counter sighing and put my chin in my hands
Sis you aight"I heard benz ask
Yea I'm good b"
Nah you look down what's going on"
Benz it's stupid you wouldn't get it"
Come on talk to me"

The situation wit Shirley irritating me"
Why just keep her away"
I already let her in right now what if she working wit Maria to do some to me or even somebody emon know o-"
See your paranoid you scared now cause Maria a enemy"
I should be benz cause you never know so much bad shit keep happening ion know when imma catch a break then I told him to been handle Maria and it's like he won't do it"

You gotta understand two things sis one Maria dies then we gonna be at war wit some niggas so he can't just kill her it can harm you the kids or any of us, so many times he wanted to murder her ass he expressed that to us sis same way you hate her he hate her cauuse for one she put her hands on you and two she disrespected you and lastly cause she had a dealing in when he hurt you"he explained to me

I didn't even realize that benz, it's just I don't want nothing else to happen to us ion know what much more he can take and myself ...we lost a baby benz not even 3 4 months ago So much happened I'm stuck on what if now you feel me"
Yea I feel you your coming from what if this happens or that I get it but your thinking well if we get rid of that person then it will be fixed but you gotta think more logically last thing you gotta understand my brother is gonna think shit threw before he acts on it ya feel me think sis if he go kill that girl that's gonna affect y'all moving one two more time away from y'all kids who need y'all with them and then he gotta be away from you he don't want that and he trying to put things in place so that he won't have to do that your going threw ptsd basically sis not trynna call you rod wave but.."he explained and I laughed
I ain't no damn rod wave"I said and he smirked

But sis you going threw ptsd and you said it yourself y'all just lost a baby don't stress yaself out and block ya blessings that's coming in like I said y'all key word you and him lost a baby none of us know how that feel but we trying to help y'all the best we can if we didn't care about y'all we would've been at the club right now popping bottles"
I know"
You not stupid sis I know you know this but you gotta hear this he loves you and you gotta family that got ya back we not gonna let nothing else happen to you so fuck that tortilla bitch you whooped her ass already and if Shirley wanna be around her it's fuck Shirley to, lastly don't blame my brother"
I'm not trynna blame him"
I seen that eye roll twords him that's why he upstairs all upset don't blame him now not the time for y'all to be battling wit eachother it's time y'all come together more than y'all already been doing"

I took in everything benz said and nodded he was right everything he said was right I stood up straight and hugged him
Thankyou bro I needed that talk"
It's cool I got chu I may be a dumb ass but ion play bout my family"
He helped me put everything up and I went upstairs seeing them playing wit the kids I stood in the doorway smiling watching them play with there uncles and dad glad they had strong male figures in there life

Mommy"kairi smiled and they turned looking at me and I came inside
Yes pretty"
I'm feeling better daddy gave me super juice and checked my tongue for the fire balls"
Really ya daddy does an amazing job"I smiled and looked over at ke and seen him smirk a lil but I knew he was still probably upset
Yea and uncles got me and yo a bear"

Really lemme see"
She jumped off me and went and grabbed the pink bear and the purple cat and showed me
There really pretty"
I know uncle"she turned from me and started talking back to crow and Mickey
Yo yo you ok"
Emhm"he said and turned to me smiling he was busy watching his show I swear he act just like ke

I knew they was gonna be good wit they uncles so I pulled ke out the room and to the guest room
What you pull me in here for"he asked yea he had a attitude
I'm sorry bout my attitude twords you with the situation I wasn't thinking bout it business wise or logically...I just been scared. Ion know"I said shrugging sitting down

The room was quiet as he stood by the door wit his arms crossed over his chest after a few seconds he came and sat down
You

do know just say it don't cut off the communication cycle we had going on just cause you dont wanna admit how you been feeling"
I been scared lately like everything's going good it's going amazing then now Shirley is cool wit her what if they got a plan and I already let Shirley in the circle so it's like what if it's some form of plan...we been threw so much and I was thinking like well shit why haven't you got rid of this bitch Maria yet but benz helped me realize that if you did that's gonna fuck up what your trynna do for us and cause trouble"

Maybe I should've told you why I couldn't handle her right away but mamas you have to say fuck that hoe you beat her ass already which she deserved aight and again I'm sorry she's even a factor in our conversation right now because of my decisions but we gotta work around her aight i have and I need you to but it ain't no I in we.....aria I love you"
I love you to"I said as he kissed my forehead
"I'm gonna be more mindful but just in case ion want Shirley around"
I'm cool wit that....now let's go make sure our gremlins feeling better"