𝐾𝐸𝐸𝑃𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝐼𝑇 𝑅𝐸𝐴𝐿 2(Philia)

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Aria
I rushed down the stairs with kyla in my arms and Moana quaked behind me I rushed in the downstairs area and sat down

Moana let's go"I said to her and she ran at my legs I picked her up sitting it down
Why you running"bully asked me
Shhh listen"

AHHH" kairi screamed from the top of her lungs then something fell
KAIRI CHANEL BREWSTER MAKE ME BUST YA ASS PICK THESE CRAYONS UP"
Seconds later you heard crying
I AINT TOUCH YOU BE QUIET"
Then it stopped damn why that don't work when I do it

Ohhhh"bully said and covered his mouth
What she do"he whispered
She ain't wanna do her homework and she started throwing a tantrum"

Wait why you run"
Cause I was in the room with yosohn and kyla and heard her and him going back and forth prior to today I told ke that she be acting up he didn't believe me so I ain't get in it this time so he could see"
"She ain't get popped why she crying"
Cause ke voice just scares the hell outta them when they in trouble"

Aria were my Calvin Klein boxers at"
Huh"
We're my Calvin Klein's at"
That's why yo ass running"Bully whispered laughing

HUH"
If you can huh you can hear were my.......ARIA"
I jumped and seconds later he came downstairs with his boxers in his hand
Aria you keep stretching my shit out these were pink they damn near white"
I didn't even do that"

Then who did it some fat ass ghost"
fat ke"
Mane forget it"he walked off and I crossed my fingers in my lap looking directly at the tv while bully grabbed kyla
You aight aria"
Y-yea"

Kenen
I sat on the tub rubbing my head trynna focus on one thought but a million were flying threw my head at the same time my mind was going at a constant pace and I couldn't control the shit

Yo bro you aight"
Y-yea huh yea I'm good"
You sure you know you hurt her feelings down there"
I did shit I'm sorry I'm just stressed aight mane"

What's going on shit was just good"
It's my meds nigga I had my doctor lower my dose cause I been doing so good with the high dose but my mind is racing"

You ain't got the old ones"
I'm not supposed to mix em up that could cause a seizure"
What can help then"
I need aria I need her hurry up go get her"

He left out and I felt my hands shaking and shit aight aria taught me to count to 10 and breath I tried it and kept doing it over and over even counting out loud

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10"I repeated over and over
Ke"
I looked up at her and she walked over hugging me
Calm down breath ok"
I thought I could lower the dose I-"
Fuck them pills baby Are you ok"

She sat down on the floor in front of me and grabbed my hands
Relax papa close ya eyes and relax"
I closed my eyes and didn't see all my thoughts any more I seen a clear space it felt like my world slowed down entirely

What you seeing pa"
Nothing ion see nothing"
That's good ok now think of something that makes you calm and go to your happy place"
I seen a clear beach and heard kids laughing aria ran threw my mind and I seen a bunch of other shit

I felt a lot more calm as I opened my eyes aria was smiling at me
See baby you got this don't panic when you start thinking about stuff it'll make things go bad just go to a happy place"
Aight"
Don't feel ashamed or indifferent cause this happens to you either your normal as can fucking be ain't nobody judging you ok"

Thankyou"
No problem now help me up off this floor"she laughed I pulled her up and hugged her tightly what the fuck would I do without her man

I'm glad as hell she snuck her ass down here to cali with the kids and moana this morning cause if she won't here ion know what would've happened
You need some sleep you been working like crazy come on"

She pulled me up and took me in the room and climbed up on the bed
Come lay in ya favorite spot so you can go night night"
Stop trynna treat me like a baby"
You my baby"
Yay"I smiled and I got up under her tittys and she rubbed threw my hair in minutes I was sleep

Aria
I seen the door open and bully stood there I knew he was finna be loud so I shushed him
He aight"
Yea just need some rest"
Aight want me to put the kids down for naps"

No let them run around in the backyard so they real tired tonight"
Aight what about moana"
We're she at right now"
Um under these people kitchen cabinets"
Put her in her cage"

Aight"
He turned the light out closing the door and I rubbed threw kes hair since it soothed him and helped him sleep longer and better all the time

Kenen I'm so happy I fell in love with you u don't understand the nights I'd cry and prey that somebody would love me as much as I loved them or even more I bawled my eyes out like a mad women now look I got my bubba"I whispered to him he stirred a lil bit and turned sliding down in between my thighs laying on them

What I told you bought that name"
I smiled laughing a lol but and he kissed my stomach
All ya prayers and tears were worth it"he wrapped himself around my thighs and went back to sleep

Kes favorite place in the world was on me and favorite thing was me yea this what love feels and looks like

Baby I wanna apologize for everything I said before kyla was born I know you apologized but it's long over due"
You apologized when you said you'd marry"
Huh"
Yo ass stuck wit me FOeva"