𝐾𝐸𝐸𝑃𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝐼𝑇 𝑅𝐸𝐴𝐿 2(Philia)

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Aria
The room cleared out and it was just me ke and tae and bully the rest of them went about to handle something for ke I felt like something was being hidden from me by I just couldn't figure it out ke kept rubbing my stomach but I don't think I was pregnant

So aria you wanna open up now"tae said and they all came and sat around the bed with me
Open up about what"I mumbled
It's time to open up mamas you been making some scary decisions lately and we need to know what's been up"
Ion even know we're to start"I said thinking about somethings

Well we can start with who the fuck was emon"
As he said that I remembered a lot of stuff and I felt my eyes close everything started coming back to me and I opened my eyes and looked at ke feeling guilty
I'm guessing you just remembered what I'm thinking you did"
Emon tried to rape me"I said biting my lip
Ke looked at me strangely and rubbed my leg
It's aight we here to listen to you"

(Ke thoughts _she don't remember having a miscarriage)

Um me and emon met when I was 17 really it was after we moved to Atlanta he showed me around and took care of me when my mom was struggling we started dating when I was working in this club as a bottle girl and I started living with him then after a year actually on our anniversary he started controlling me and then he just went on to slowly abusing me......he would um...punch me slap me around and whenever I tried to leave he would worsen the abuse to I decided to stay just so I could see my mom still"
He cut you away from  family"
Yea he really took advantage because I was really emotional about losing my brother so he used that just to control me"

Did ya mom notice"
No and I ain't tell her cause I ain't want her to think of me or see me as a disappointment cause she used to go threw the same stuff with me dad....but then he completely cut me off from my mom then I met tae and he cut me from tae and it got so bad I wasn't allowed to go out at all I took care of him and only him"I felt ke wiping my face for me and I pulled him so I could lay on his chest
He hissed in pain and I moved my head
Sorry"
It's aight"he said and placed my head back on his chest cause he knew that was my comfort spot

But just when I thought it was gonna get better he started forcing me to do sexual shit with him when I didn't want to and when I really refused he'd beat me worse so I started letting him.....rape me just so I didn't have to get beaten he'd tie me to the bed and beat me"
Was it ever a point were he stopped the abuse"
When I first got pregnant at what 19 he claimed he wanted the baby but really didn't"

Aria you got pregnant by Him"bully asked
Yea..and I kept it thinking this would be the end of the abuse finnaly but he didn't stop there he would push me when his friends were around embarrassing me and I tried to escape into another neighbors yard while it rained and he dragged me in the house and beat my ass with a belt while I was still wet"I said just letting everything out
"Sometimes I thought about killing myself and the baby just so we could escape together or maybe he would kill the both of us like he promised...I was so happy to be pregnant I had a gender reveal only his friends came ..................he didn't show up I was pregnant with a girl and I was gonna name her kyla pronounced ky-la"
Kylas name is spelt like that for the baby you lost"ke asked and I nodded

I hid it cause I was embarrassed and scarred that if I said anything I'd look like I didn't protect my baby with my all when I tried I tried to...........after the gender reveal he came home drunk and because I hadn't finished cleaning up he beat me and he rapped me ...,,, I screamed and cried for him to stop"feeling tears running down my face
I tried to get him to stop...for the sake of the baby but he didn't he killed my baby...... the only thing I had hope and happiness for I lost her on the floor screaming and crying for help thankfully his mom came over and found me and while he was sleeping upstairs as I was still on the ground she called the cops"

Did you ever see the baby"tae asked
I actually saw her take her last breath she was so small and she looked just like kyla when she was born and she died in front of me the cops came arrested and charged him with attempted murder and assault cause he literally abused me so much I had maybe a month before I was dead"
We're his momma"

She was terrified of him and moved back to Jamaica after she testified against him"
So you didn't"
No I was to scared to plus I was still in the healing process but the detective kept in touch with me"
When did he come back and start abusing you"ke asked I felt his chest heaving up and down
After me and your mom got in that argument I went to the store and felt someone following me and he grabbed me and forced me out he um ...threatened to kill me if I screamed or made a scene he took me and beat on me until I remembered everything that he did to me and once I did he let me go he kept coming and taking me and I tried to cover up the bruises and keep going and stay strong cause ke was still locked up but I started acting out I guess "

I snapped on tae after he called me while he was still in jail and that's why I shut down that first time"
He was in the yard wit me and he tried to get a warden to kill me"ke said
I sighed
I'm sorry"
It ain't ya fault aria everything you went threw was cause of the evil bastard he was you did nothing wrong maybe you should've said something to us sooner but your gonna be ok don't do this again let us know we love you and my brother would never do what his bitch ass has done to you"bully explained

Ion know what to even say it's like I almost died so many times from being scared I apologize and I wanna get better ion wanna have these suicidal thoughts no more ion wanna be scared to talk ion wanna be afraid that one day ke might do that ...to me I can't escape that cycle of abuse I got so used to I want help I want help from y'all"
See how when ke go threw things and your his muse allow him to be yours sis he's there to listen and so are we "tae chimed in saying
I am ma I been here since day 1 and I'm not going nowhere I just need you to trust me"He said rubbing on my unbroken hand
Please Im begging for you to trust me"
I do trust you and I'm gonna talk to you from now on I promise"

We here whenever you need us aria and I'm sorry about what you went threw but you are a superwomen bruh I never seen a women go threw what you've been threw and still smile still make sure three kids are happy make sure your parents and your man parents are taken care of and keep a smile on your face I'm proud of you for keeping it together and I been praying for you to finnaly let your heart break go and move forward in your life"bully said and I smiled

You gonna be alright bestfriend I love you so much and I'm here you know that we combined at the hip and can't nobody break us apart god got something special for you moving forward just let your pain go don't bottle it up ok"
I nodded feeling tears flowing from my eyes and they hugged me tightly I felt kes arm on my stomach and smiled faintly