Complicated (R.S.L/ R5)

Chapter 13

The beginning of this chapter is boring af so I'm sorry.

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I woke up the next day and went to see all of the Lynch's eating breakfast, as a family, and just looking generally happy. It had been so long since I had seen that, and I felt a pang of regret as I realised I was the reason for that. When I wasn't around, Ross seemed so different, like he wasn't worried about anything. He seemed at ease, with no stress. I sighed and walked in, hating how Ross changed immediately as I did.

"Hey!" Riker greeted.

I waved at them half heartedly, feeling tired and not wanting to respond.

"Mom, is it ok if some of my friends come over later?" Ross asked.

"Of course sweetie. I don't mind," she said.

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Ross' friends had come over and I was avoiding all of them. I saw them as they walked in, and honestly, they scared me. They looked like the type of guys who go around sleeping with a different girl every day, and I was not about to help them achieve that. I sat in Rydel's room, annoyed at how I didn't know what to do anymore. I always used to be with Ross, but he was with his friends.

I got up and went to the living room to see Rocky and Riker playing video games. As I sat next to them, they paused the game and turned to look at me.

"Hey. What's up?" Rocky asked.

"I don't know what to do. I always used to be with Ross, but now he's with his friends, and I'm scared if I go and talk to him, he'll get angry, as usual. It just, it doesn't seem like we're dating," I said, sighing.

"Alyssa, it's probably because you can't remember anything. When you get your memory back, it'll all be fine," he assured me.

"I just feel like I don't even know him anymore," I said sadly.

Riker reached his arm out and brought me in for a sideways hug.

"Cheer up honey. You're too pretty to be sad," he said.

"Have you talked to him about this?" Rocky asked.

I shook my head.

"I'm scared he'll just call me clingy or something. I don't know how to act around him anymore," I admitted.

"Deep inside, he's still the same Ross. Talk to him tonight. When his friends go, just tell him your fears," Riker said.

I nodded.

"I guess you're right. Now pass me that controller! I'm about to kick your ass."

Rocky gave me a controller and we turned our attention back to the game, my fears about Ross momentarily forgotten.

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"Ugh guys, you play. I'm getting some water," I said, standing up and stretching.

They nodded in response, their attention not being diverted from the tv screen. I went inside and got a glass, and filled it with water. I saw Stormie come in, and smile at me.

"Alyssa honey, would you do me a favour?" she asked.

"Sure Stormie," I said.

"Could you go and get Ross and his friends, and ask them if they want anything to eat? It's been a few hours since they came and they might be hungry.

"Of course," I said, not really wanting to see them, but doing it for her sake.

I went to Ross' room, and was about to knock when I heard their conversation.

"So dude, have you banged her yet?" I heard someone ask.

"No, not yet. She can't remember anything now," I heard someone say, and I could recognise Ross' voice.

"You gonna do it soon?" someone else asked.

"Bro, I've already fingered her. Did it last night. Give it a few days, she'll be begging me to fuck her," I heard Ross say.

My mouth fell open upon hearing this, and I heard a bunch of whoops as he said it.

"You're being a total dick to her you know. She actually believes you love her and your just playing her," another voice said.

"If you don't know the whole story, don't judge me," I heard Ross hiss back.

"Once you're done with her, can I have my turn?" someone asked.

"Fuck no. If anyone's going to play her, it's me. I'm the only one who gets to do that, you get it?" Ross growled.

Upon hearing this, I turned around and collapsed against the wall, tears already falling down my face, my body racking with sobs. I curled up in a ball, my face hidden in my knees, with no one to see the fresh pain that had just been inflicted on me.

Dedicated to sunshine170 because I miss her so fucking much.

Ok guys, I've just realised I haven't actually planned this story out, so I have no idea how this is going to end. So if you have any good ideas, tell me, because I don't want it to end up just dragging on.

So I gave up waiting for FallinForYou_ to update, and I felt bad for you guys, so here. The next chapter will be up soon, I promise.

Also, what the fuck have they done to Ross in the new A&A theme tune?? He looks like an orange, I s2g. I preferred the old theme tbh.

QOTD: best friend(s) on Wattpad who you've never met before?

AOTD: Damn this is hard. Probably NoEasyLove FallinForYou_ boyswithguitars or LoverR5

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