Complicated love

Part 5

Saturday came and even though I managed to avoid Harry all day yesterday, I doubt I will be able to do that today as we are going camping. I did my whole morning routine, it's 10am now and I still felt tired after sleeping for 10 or more hours. I packed my bags, made sure to throw in a swimsuit and some warm clothes, because one time when we were camping it was sooooo cold at night, because of the wind that I didn't want it to happen again.
I was once again sitting in a kitchen, making some pancakes and cooking some bacon. That's what I wanted this morning and breakfast was a must for me. Always.
I felt that Sam might want some too and no matter that I didn't want to talk to Harry, him as well, I made more batter so that it would be enough for us three.
Just on time Sam bursted into the kitchen.
"Good morning. Are you making pancakes?" he asked, looking quite shocked.
"Morning. Yeah? There is nothing new. I've made it before"
"I hope you made enough for the three of us" he commented, taking plates and putting them on the table.
"Three?" I said pretending like I didn't know what he was talking about.
"Harry?" Sam said in a questioning tone, raising one eyebrow at me.
"Yeah, there's enough for all of us. Chloe is coming too." I said turning around to pour more batter on to the pan.
Just as I finished my sentence, there was a knock on the door.
"I'll open it" Sam said, rushing.
"Good morning" I heard two voices and I turned to see Harry and Chloe enter our flat.
"Where are your things?" I asked Chloe as I saw that she stood there empty handed.
"I saw Harry when I was near your house, so we put it in the car so we won't need to bring it all the way up and then back down." she said coming closer to the table.
"Oh" was all I said. "Pancakes are done" I said, taking a plate and bringing it to the table.
"Calm down, I'm not going to steal your man" Chloe whispered walking past me to sit on my left. I just shot her a look but did not say anything as it was pretty quiet in the room.
I ate in silence, just listening as Sam was telling a story to us, Harry didn't say anything but Chloe looked interested in what he was saying. Or just acted like it. From time to time I felt Harry looking at me through the corner of his eye or it was just my mind tricking me into thinking so.
As we finished our breakfast we got ready and guys took our stuff down to the car and waited for me and Chloe to come. We'll be meeting 4 other people at the place. Melany and David with Peter who are groupmates of Sam and Harry have a few lectures with the guys as they told us. I personally never met them before.
"You know he likes you, no need to act so stubborn" Chloe said as I was putting my shoes on.
"What??" I said turning to look at her.
"C'mon, don't act stupid. It's obvious for all of us, even Sam, it has been for a long time that he likes you a lot. And I know you like him too so why do you try to act like you don't when you do" she ranted and I just listened to her.
"Are you on drugs?" I asked laughing "because you are clearly imagining things".
"If you say so. But I know I'm right and you know too" she said opening the door and going outside waiting for me to lock it "I really wish you could see how he looks at you" she smiled and continued "you really think he couldn't eat his breakfast in his own flat? I'm pretty sure he has enough food, he just comes because he knows you'll be there waiting..."
"Okay okay enough I get your point" I said interrupting her sentence. We reached the bottom floor and guys were sitting in the front seats.
"What did it take you so long?" Sam asked whining as we were getting into the back of the car.
"Oh sush, we did the dishes" I said and saw Harry looking at me through the mirror. I just gave him a smile even though I still felt a little bit angry, but he returned a smile back and turned to look at the road.
Sam turned on the radio and started talking to Harry and Chloe also got involved in the conversation but I just kept on looking through a window just ignoring them and enjoying the ride.
In a couple of hours we reached the destination and there was a beautiful lake in front of me. The view was amazing. Others were not there yet so I just went closer to the lake. As I stood there just enjoying and taking in deep breaths I felt someone come stand next to me. I instantly knew who it was when the smell of his perfume hit me. I really liked that one on a guy, but maybe I liked that smell because it reminded me of him.
"Are you okay?" he asked me looking into the horizon.
"I'm fine" I said.
"Are you sure? You seemed sad" he said and put his hands in his pockets still looking in the same direction.
"I saw you looking" I said out of the blue.
"I know" he said calmly. We stayed silent for a few minutes. "I'm sorry for taking it out on you like that the other day. I just had a few problems back home, but it gave me no right to talk to you like that. You had nothing to do with it. I'm sorry, I really hate when you're ignoring me like that" Harry said and this time his head hung low.
"Apology accepted. I understand that you have problems and it's okay to have bad days, but it wasn't the fact that you were in a bad mood, but because you basically said to me to change, when you know I've been like that since I was little" I explained why his sudden outburst hurt me.
"I understand. You should know that I really didn't mean that."
"I hope so." I smiled weakly at him and turned to go back to the car to help.
"Gigi" Harry grabbed my arm making me turn to look at him "are we good?" his eyes were sad and I really didn't like the view.
"We're good," I smiled, "C'mon we should really help them" I said walking away and he quickly caught up to me.