Loveproof Heart

Chapter 12

hey sorry for not uploading in ages but things kinda went downhill for me last week and then they seemed to be looking up then i was in a car crash (yay not)

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Chapter 12

I'm bored. This train is boring. This is why my mum always used to make me bring something to keep me occupied on the train. 

Sighing, I leaned my elbow on the window sill and rested my chin on the palm of my hands.

I can't take this anymore!

"I need the toilet," I said, quickly standing up, "Yeah! I think I should go and use the toilet!" 

Annoyed at how Chris still wouldn't let go off my hand I used my free one to roughly push it off and ignored his hurt expression. I just felt so cramped! Like the walls were just closing in around me.

Hurriedly, I made my way down the aisle into a different part of the train where the toilets were and nervously pushed my finger on the sticky 'open' button.  The door whooshed open and I quickly stepped and with the door closing behind me. 

I looked around at the toilet pretending to be clean but all of us really knowing that it was practically a hotel of germs that never checked out. I didn't really need to go to the toilet but I then had the sudden urge to splash my face with cold water, it felt sticky and sweaty.

I really hated public toilets so I tried not to touch anything unnecessarily and quickly put the ice cold water onto my face.

Whilst I was doing this I was thinking of what I should do about Chris. Somehow he had made me like him. But I really did not want to. I was too easy on him in the train and I really, really think that it just encouraged him into trying to 'win' something we all know he is never going to win.

I hope.

But to be on the safe side I would have to start ignoring him. Only talk when necessary and NO TOUCHING!

To sum it all up: stay away from Chris as needed. However, that was obviously going to be hard considering he was making me stay with them, for what, a week.

But I just had to do my best, then wouldn't I?

I quickly fluffed up my hair and pulled myself together. Using my knuckle I pressed the 'open' button on the opposite side of the other one and stepped through the doors.

Casually this time I walked towards our part of the train and stepped over Chris' feet, back to my original seat. 

Chris tried to grab my hand but I placed it carefully in my lap with the other over it too. 

Time to get this show on the road.....

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I know its short sorry!! but its better than the nothing thats been up here so farr...... 

ill try again sooooon x