the strawberry dress | harry styles

21: telling him

"harry!" i called as i walked into the house. today i went to see my REAL friends; zayn, daria and zoe. we all drifted apart last year but reconnected recently.
"in the kitchen!" he called back.

i ran into the kitchen and his arms were open. we both smiled before i ran into them.
"how was your day love?" he asked.
"amazing" i looked up at him. "i missed you though"
"well im here now" he leaned down and kissed my forehead. "and making dinner"
"i love you so much. and your cooking...its very attractive that you can cook"
"i love you too" he chuckled.

i went upstairs and took off everything. then i put on harrys black hoodie, shorts and some cute socks. i went downstairs with a bare face and messy hair to see harry had set the table and was pouring me some apple and mango juice.
"You look so cute" he smiled when he saw me. I blushed and mumbled a thank you before sitting down awkwardly, causing him to chuckle.

i was so tired but dinner with harry was always a bliss. after eating, talking about our days and making fun of my habit of saying "lets go lesbians" we tidied up and i went to go to bed.
"don't forget: brush your teeth and skin care" he called.
"i wont. i love you" i replied.
"i love you more"
i washed my face and brushed my teeth then put on a t shirt. as i got into bed and saw a text.

Georgia: Heyy missing you. How are you?

oh.  i hadn't told harry yet. i knew the time was right. but when did i do it? also why was she texting me? fuck right off.

"waiting for your goodnight kiss?" harry poked his head round the door smiling.
"and something else" i said shyly.
"well" he sat down and kissed my lips fully. he then looked me in the eye. "whats up?"
"this is a bit scary" i removed his hands from my neck and he looked worried.
"its just...only my friends know and...its a bit...uhhhh..." i wasn't looking at him. i was so scared. i knew he would always love me but it was difficult to talk about it. "well...its just..."
"love take y' time. im here" he replied.
"....im bi" i said quietly. harry sighed.
"you scared me there. i thought someone hurt you" he smiled in relief. i did too. but mine soon faded.
"Just dont tell anyone, uh trauma and stuff. And my ex of 3 days texted me"
"I wont but...3 days?"
"yeah...i have no game. and im blocking her"
"why?" he chuckled.
"she's mean" i pressed block then booped his nose. "and i have a handsome boyfriend who i love very much"