the strawberry dress | harry styles

27: LA

i laid on the floor drawing away while harry packed his bags. he was going away for a few days to film a music video in italy.

"darling, you mind helping me zip up?" he asked. i looked up at his face.
"can i kiss you?" i pondered.
he smiled fondly. "Of course you can" he took my hands and helped me up before pressing our lips together. he then picked me up and sat me on the suitcase before zipping it up.
"im gonna miss waking up to your face everyday. but golden is my favourite song so its worth it" i said.
"aw, thank you for saying that: so...you wanna kiss a bit?" he asked as he picked me up, my legs round his waist.
"i'd love that" i nudged our noses together before his lips met mine.

after a heated make out session we snuggled up together on the bed, my head on his chest.
"i love you harry" i spoke..
"i love you too baby" he responded.
we eventually got up and went to eat dinner. harry was being extra affectionate tonight because he was leaving soon. during dinner, harry got an important phone call. he left the table and left the room to take it but returned looking sad.
"baby" he sat back down and slipped his hands into mine. "from italy...after we shoot the video...i have to take a detour to LA for filming. a-and i'll be there till december. apparently my team forgot to tell me!"

three months without harry.

"noooo...that sucks" i was genuinely so upset i wanted to cry.
"im so sorry my love" he got up and pulled me into his arms. "everythinge gonna be alright my love. okay?" he kissed my head gently. "i'll call you everyday. text you. facetime you. write to you. whatever i can do baby"
"three months...fucking hell"
"love, you can cry if you need to"
"no" i said quickly. "no more crying"
"well okay, that's a choice"
"piss off!"
"wh- i wasnt trying to be mean!" we both snickered then shared a long hug again.

"i'll miss you" i said quietly.