Fate

The Ministry Of Magic

Iv always hated them, since I could talk.
They are vile and I don't understand how they have ever been in control. They steal muggles and muggle-borns to experiment on them, drain them off life and love, memories flushed away and they stick needles and knifes into their bodies and ruin there souls just to find out how they produced a magical child, which everyone already knows its from genetics.
How could Harry be okay with this? He himself is bestfriends with a muggle born?
Does hermonie know? Should I tell her? A hundred questions run threw my head, none to be answered.
Why my mother? What did she ever do? I hate how Potter makes his parents out to be perfect he knows himself they are vile... Just like him.
But I must keep up this good act, I cannot let my guard down I need to be here when the time comes to fight.

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I'm positive she is there daughter, I truly feel sorry for her while the ministry of magic makes the world a better place her father goes around recruiting people for his new 'revolution' full of pure bloods, the discrimination he has against half bloods and muggle borns is unbelievable and I don't understand why?
But I have to keep her close, I need to find out more, I hope she isn't like her father what a vile man he is, her mother I was told didn't play part in any of it, yet she had to go.. It slowed down the revolution.
I know one day it will be time to fight I just hope we are both on the right side...

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The next day I practically jumped out of bed, I had to get to the library early to research and luckily hermonie offered to join. I told her I wanted to research the ministry because I wanted to join myself, a pathetic excuse but one she believes so she's helping me out. Guess she isn't as smart as everyone points out. She's a lovely friend I do hope she comes to her senses when it comes down to the battle but by then the truth will be out and I can guarantee Potter will be fighting alone. He maybe be the golden boy but I'm the Dark Princess.

As we got to the library we went into the restricted part, I had to get the best books we quickly grabbed what we needed and went to read in a quiet corner in the normal library.
As I read into the books a piece of history came up as I realised this isn't the first time they've experimented on others.
I glanced at hermonie, debating if I should show her but of course I did.
"Hermonie look at this!! This was only 100 years ago, maybe the rumours are true about them experimenting on muggle and muggle born."
"pass it here let me see." I passed over the book as I watched her face turn from a frown into a look of pure shock and horror.
"This is what voldermort is going against! Maybe he isn't spreading lies and only the truth!" I tried to persuade she scoffed at my words.
" good people don't kill people Lucy"
"So the ministry definitely isn't good, neither are good but at the end of the day which one is better?one that killed for the better or one that kills for entertainment and torture? "
She looked at me in silence she knew I was correct we spent the rest of the revision quiet as a mouse while I wrote down everything I could, I do have to pass it back to my father of course.

As I'm doing so I start to think about my mother and the chat I had with draco only last night, how supportive and different he was with me.
The way he held me while I sobbed and wiped away my tears as I held onto his robes as if I would fall if he moved away, his words soothing me carefully and helping me plan the letter to my father to tell him I know, I also wrote about Harry and how he was suspious, as I sent it off draco sat and told me about the train journey and how he was hid in the baggage compartment trying to listen into the secrets that he wasn't going to spill to other people mainly not on a public train with prying ears and eyes everywhere. That night he Walked me back to my common room, no one was around which was good I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek as a thank you, something changed last night I feel as if we are getting closer, possible from the rush of knowing I'm not aloud with him.

I'm greatful to have a friend like draco but he is nothing compared to how he used to be, no cruel words and looks of disgust...
But I do wonder why the sudden change, surely it couldn't be because of my father I hope that it is but he should of respected me before hand either I could of had his head on a platter if I wanted. I pray there isn't any alternative motive, but who knows? I just can't shake off this feeling as if something about to go really wrong, with draco and Harry.
A war is about to start and I know I'm going to be in the middle.