Fate

The One

It was 9:22pm, I was sat in my room with my black shorts and vest top on, covered with my big duvet, one side silk the other was fluffy it was the best! I was writing into my pad about how my day had gone, like I do every night even if its boring I still put it down for one day I'd like to look back and see the simple days, but today was crazy I had already filled three pages.
I took a lose strand behind my ear, my hair was shoved into a messy Bun not the perfect magazine model messy Bun, I mean am actual one, I still had my mascara on but I had wiped off my eyebrows.

I heard a little knock at my door, I got up,
"One second." placing my pad and pen onto the bedside table, wrapping my dressing gown around me and I slipped on my sliders and approached the door.
I was expecting my father or one of the house elfs but it was actually draco.
Surprised but happy he was here I invited him into my room and I went to sit down on the chairs near the fire pit.
"Sit down draco, please we have a lot to talk about."
"Wait, just come here a second."
I slowly approached him, curious about what he was going to do.
"Do you love me?" he questioned sweetly in my ear.
I looked up into his eyes, memorised by his sight, all of our memories flashing threw them.
"I do."

He grabbed me by the waist and pinned me against the wall.
I was lost for breathe.
"Good"
He pushed back one of my hands onto the wall and he held onto waist and kissed me. So deeply, so beautiful as if he was telling me a story with his lips.
He broke the kiss and started on my neck as I closed my eyes and breathed in his scent, he suddenly picked me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist he pushed up against me.
I placed my arms around his neck as he took me to my bed, taking off my nightgown.

He looked down at me, messy hair, pj's and no make up.
"Your bloody gorgoeus."
I laughed at him and pulled him towards me. His hands started roaming around my body as I took off his shirt and then my shirt.
He climbed onto the bed gently moving me to the middle and he placed himself between my legs.

Then he broke of the kiss.
I looked up to him, eyes full of lust I knew he wanted me, so I don't know why he stopped.
"Do you want this? Are you ready?"
I didn't even need to think.
"Yes draco I am."
We both smiled at each, he pulled of his pants and my shorts as my music played gently in the background.
Ironic how the song was 'kiss me' by Ed sheeran.

He took it slow, careful, constantly asking me if it was okay, if I was comfy, if I wanted to stop. Most people would of found this annoying and off putting but me, I found it perfect, there wasn't a place of me that he hadn't touched. I was on cloud nine, like I was floating of clouds.
After we stopped I quickly went to the toilet and went back to cuddle.
'1:32am'
As I entered the room I seen draco in bed reading a book, I walked over and sat by the end of the bed, that's when I realised he was reading my diary...
Yes my diary had a lot about draco but it also had about how I felt when Harry kissed me.. When George kissed me.

"I thought you loved me?"
"I do draco"
"Clearly" he threw down the book and started putting his clothes on.
"Draco, please I love you, I want you!"
"Go be with them, I can't believe I trusted you, to think you only wanted me! That you only loved me!"
"Draco I don't love them!!"
He slipped on his shoes and left.
I went to the balcony and watched him get into a car he turned around to look at me, tears streaming both of our eyes,
"Draco please!!"
He got into his car and left.
I ran back into my room slamming the door and got onto my bed,
I couldn't help how I felt! I didn't want to feel like this! I love draco.

I looked over to the diary, it was left on today's page, the picture of me and George and Fred all snuggled up, George's hand on my leg, while Fred had his arm across us both.
I didn't know what to do!! I was heart broken.

I sent a letter to hermonie asking her to come over tomorrow at 1pm I needed to speak to her.
I was going to say earlier but I knew I needed my sleep.
I crept into bed, crying myself to sleep, I wasn't due back in hogwarts for anothet two weeks, we was meant to only go back for a year but because of the war we was told we had to have another year after as well. For the first time ever there will be a year 9. I thought the next two years will be amazing because Fred and George were invited back for an another year which they both said yes to and I had all my friends and draco...
Everything's ruined.

"Follow your heart darling."
I heard my mother's voice in the back of my head before falling asleep but how was I meant to follow my heart when my heart bad all three of them in, draco is the one but then again harry is destined and George makes me feel so happy when I'm around him.

I woke up at 12:03pm.
'Lucky' I thought to myself
I quickly had a shower, went into my room and got my clothes on, putting a bit of make up on and drying my hair just as I was putting my hair up, hermonie entered my room.
"Hey Luce" you look at me with pity.
"Me and draco... We.. Well come sit down let me tell you."
I sat there and told her everything, a house elf asked if we wanted any food during the convo so I asked for pizza and coke. When it arrived it gave me a quick ten minute break while we ate and drank to catch my breathe. We was just up to the steamiest parts.

After we had finshed the food, I carried on and told her the rest then I got to the end, I shown her my dairy and I told her what he said, of course I started crying it's all I ever do anymore. I placed my head onto her shoulder as she reassured me everything going to be fine and he needed time.
"Come to the Weasleys, George is really sorry and I want to see Fred."
"Fred?" I questioned, I knew they had gotten close, it had been five months since Ron passed, I still hasn't told her that I had seen him yet.
"He's there for me all the time and he's so sweet, I'm not falling for him or anything that would be wrong!"

"hermonie when I was kidnapped he put me into a sleep coma and I saw my mum!"
"Lucy.. oh my god, I don't even know what to say!"
"It was amazing hermonie, I hugged her again and she told me summot to tell my dad which I still haven't told him but I also seen someone else.." she looked at me confused but then her eyes softened.
"Ron.."
" He told me to tell you, that he loves you and that your going to be okay, but he also told me he wants you to be happy! So be happy!"
She hugged me tightly as I heard her sobs I grabbed her back and stroked her hair.
"I love you hermonie, your so amazing and kind and I'm so glad your my bestfriend and I want you to be happy."

She looked at me with tears glimmering her,
"I love you to luce, what are you gonna do."
"I have no clue hermonie, not one."