Fate

Room Of Requirements

The next few days while draco was in hospital went pretty fast, I skipped class to sit with him while he was awake, slept, ate no matter what I was there until he kicked me out so I could get food. I was scared he was going to break, after everything he told me with his parents he needed someone and that someone was me.

Everyone keeps speaking behind my back, I haven't seen Harry since that day but I did see hermonie she excused me of being inlove with the enemy when in reality she was bestfriends with the enemy.
I wasn't inlove, I care for him deeply but it wasn't love I know that much.

After dinner had finshed I went back to the hospital wing but quickly hid behind the door as I heard voices coming from dracos part. I peeped round and seen him and pansy I knew she visited because most of the time I was there. I watched as she smiled at him and he said something to make her laugh, the next I knew she kissed him. I gasped as they both turned to me.

"Lucy wait please, it isn't what it looks like." he pleaded
"Don't lie to me draco I know what I saw." I turned around and sprinted away, I couldn't go back to the common room and I had a mission to do which I will now have to do without him.
I was heart broken I thought he cared about me in that way as well, clearly it was just a one way street. Last time I ever let someone in. Ever.

I sneaked into the room of requirements and went over to a hidden cabinet and threw down the blanket that was covering it, this is what we was going to use to transport into the minstery without being caught. The vanishing cabinet, it was broken and badly.

I had to fix it before the school year was out, that only gave me three months I had already started before hand but only a little bit. My heart was physically hurting, the butterfly's I once felt turned into dust and torn threw me.
I started to feel slightly sick as the aderaline rushed away.

How could he do this to me? After the whole speech about how we was going to be happy together he kisses her.
~flashback~
"I promise Lucy, me and you we are gonna get threw this. Theres gonna be a day when we can party the night away because we finally won!! I don't know how you do it but I feel like with you anythings possible."

Tears slipped out, yeah anythings possible like your tongue down pansys throat. Of all people pansy fucking Parkinson. Makes me feel sick.

I start with my spells, rebuilding the cabinet slowly but surely trying to suppress my feelings as the spell will rebound if I don't consentrate but all I can think about is our kiss, the soft delicate lips as our lips moved slowly but perfectly together.
The way he held me as if nothing could ever break me as if he would rather die then let me go.
How we talked for hours about everything and anything, the way he would stare at me as if I was his world.
I knew we wasn't official I wasn't even thinking about it but the fact that it meant nothing to him hurt the most.

I spent hours trying to fix it and only got a slight part of it done, my mind was wondering around the room I decided to go look around I didn't want to leave just yet, it wasn't yet curfew which means people will be out and by now word would of got around about draco and pansy.

I still can't believe it, how could he tell me that it wasn't what it looked like?! He was literally sat there kissing her as if he wasn't promising me the world yesterday, but I don't know why I thought any different.
He's a sly nasty little boy, draco malfoy the hogwarts bully.
Why on earth did I ever believe I could change him,
I bet he was only around me because of my father, he used me to get more power!! To get on my father's good side.

A few hours go by and I decided that it's time to finally leave, it was midnight and outside was pitch black. The only light was coming off my wand as I made my way back into the hallways I quickly turned it off as I headed down the corridors, I decided I would quickly head to the nearest toilets. I needed to clean my face and sort myself out before anyone else could see me just incase.

I went into the closest bathroom and opened my bag, I let down my black hair and brushed it as it shimmered in the light of the moon, quickly wiping away my ruined make up with a wipe and applied more mascara and started to do my eyebrows.
That's all I really wore anymore I used to wear a full face to I realised its pointless and I have felt so much better with just my eyebrows and mascara done.

I packed all my stuff back into my bag and headed off to my common room I quickly went past the slytherin common room and started heading up the stairs. Suddenly I started hearing voices a male and a female I slowed my walking down to a silence pace and propped myself near the corner of the wall so I could peak around the corner.

"I cannot believe you Pansy, why would you kiss me?!" it was draco, he was agitated I could tell.
"Why did you kiss me back draco?" his gaze lowered down to hers and she gave him a quick peck his face full of shock, he was clearly enjoying it.

I stormed over "not what it looks like is it?" I shouted as i stormed off down the hall, furious I went threw the common room and onto my bed.
"Lucy, I heard about draco and pansy, I'm sorry I knew you cared about him." hermonie whispered not wanting to wake ginny.
"I'm sorry to"
"Come with us tomorrow, Harry feels really bad and he wants to apologise, please."
"ill think about it"
I turned over in bed and fell asleep, hoping not to wake up the next morning.