South Park One-Shots

Cryde - Insert Title

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Angst.
And also a somewhat short one.

Age 21/22
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'Clyde's always been clingy. Wanted to hold hands since day one, started to turn into side hugs after a month. Now, more than 6 years into this, he mostly doesn't give me space unless asked for.

He knows I need my breathing space. He knows I can get sensory overload. But yet whenever I ask him to stop touching me a scared look draws up onto his face, but he nods and I give him a kiss and he goes on with his day, holding onto something wether it be himself or a plushie. His phone sometimes even.

I never question it because I know that it's a coping mechanism for whatever is going on with him and I just don't want to interfere. But some aggression is starting to build up between us and I don't know what to do... '

Craig had kept by a diary ever since freshman year. He needed a way to de-stress after a long day and Clyde could be a lot...

But, living together had its ups down downs. For now, it was just laying on the couch. Craig cradled in Clyde's arms as Craig was softly singing, half asleep. The light was dim and the rain outside was comfortable.

" Babe.. " Craig begun, his humming and soft singing stopping. " Wanna take a walk with me? " He asked, turning around, his face softly pushing down into Clyde's soft, warm, chubby and exposed belly, waiting for a reply. He liked Clyde's chubbyness. He was always soft and warm, and Craig liked his touch most of the time: sometimes it could get overwhelming.

" It's raining. " Clyde answered, softly petting Craig's hair, who looked up, his index fingers touching Clyde's index fingers. It was silly things like these that made Clyde adore Craig so much. His nature was childish while his behavior was mature and subtle. " We got raincoats not for nothing. "

" We have them for necessities, baby. " Clyde tried, before Craig softly sighed, drumming on Clyde's chest softly before asking. " Fine.. Where'd you leave my 3ds then? " Craig asked, sitting up slightly as Clyde shrugged. " Probably in your bedroom drawer, like usual. "

Craig groaned and shrugged, not wanting to bothered to walk the stairs for his Nintendo Device.

A silence fell between the two before Craig softly asked: "This is probably gonna sound rude but: why have you always been so clingy? Always looking as if you're touch starved? Always wanting physical attention,, "

Clyde blinked softly, before shrugging. " I guess it's a fear of losing the one I care about so much.. again... "

Craig frowned, burying his face into the warmth of Clyde's belly again, before moving his face to look at the side and speak. " It's been almost 7 years, honey... I won't ever leave you, not now, not ever. "

Clyde let out a shaky breath as Craig spoke, making said ravenette look up as a tear rolled down his cheek.

" nononooonono Clyde honey baby don't cry... You always cry... I don't like it when you cry... " Craig said, quickly moving up and wiping away the tear that fell down, soon there were more.

Thick, salty tears rolling down his boyfriends face as the ravenette was just trying his best to comfort him, laying atop of him and hugging him tightly, soft kisses placed to his jaw and all over his face.

" Clyde, I love you. I won't leave you... God I couldn't if I tried. I could never afford to hurt you... You're such a pure being and I don't know what I did to end up with you and god seeing you cry hurts to see and I- "

Tears had begun streaming down Clyde's face while Craig sat up now, wiping away Clyde's tears.

" I'm scared to lose you, Craig " Clyde cried, his arms wrapping tightly around said boy, soft sobs leaving him.

" I won't leave you, Clyde.... Honey, I promise... " Craig whispered, his own grip steadily tightening around Clyde.

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My god this was meant to take like 30 mins to write but it took me over 2 hours to write and it sucks anyways

661 words

my god