He's into Him (against the universe #1)

chapter 40

I am so happy, parang walang kapantay ang kasiyahan na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

We are at the Theera Healthy Bake Room, it's a cafe in bangkok.
I love this place so much. I love it's scenery.
And besides, when Rhys and I are still together
He said that This is, one of his favorite place.

"How are you?" He asked.

I look at him and smile.

"For the past 4 years, i am so lost. Hindi na ako yung dating cholo na minahal mo, sobrang daming nag bago sakin simula ng umalis ka" i said

"But you seem to be okay now"

"Yeah, i managed to be okay, because i know na hindi mo magugustuhan kapag nakita mokong nawala na sa tamang landas."

"Good thing you knew it. "

"By the way, where have you been for the past 4 years?" Tanong ko sakanya

"Nasa pilipinas ako for almost 2 years, i am in Kira's favorite vacation house in boracay. Dun ako nag stay, i was hoping na hahanapin mo ako sa mga beaches, kaso hindi mo ginawa. After two long years of staying there. I decided to go to Thailand, at dito nadin ako nag hanap ng trabaho, nilibang ko yung sarili ko para lang mawala ka sa isip ko, kaso wala talaga... Kahit anong gawin ko, ikaw parin talaga e"

I smiled at what he said, i am glad that you are still into me rhys.

RHYS PEREZ

"Alam mo ba na binalak kong tapusin na ang buhay ko noon? Kasi hindi ko na kaya na wala ka sa tabi ko, so i ended up hurting myself"

Saad nito. Ngumiti naman ako sakanya. I know that...

"I know Cholo, i know" saad ko sakanya.

Nakita ko naman ang pag kunot ng noo nito

"How did you know? Did kira tell it to you?"

Tanong nito, umiling iling naman ako.

" I know because, i was there, i am the one who brought you to the hospital" saad ko

Pag ka sabi ko ng mga katagang iyon ay mas lalo pang nag taka ang kanyang itchura.

"How?! How did that happen?! Kuya light said that, he's the one who brought me in the hospital"
Saad nito.

"Pinakiusapan ko sya na sabihin iyon"

"And why did you do that?!"

"Kasi ayokong umasa ka cholo, nung gabing yun, i am planning to come back to you, pero sa nakikita ko, wag nalang. Pano kung masaktan ka ulit at gawin mo ulit yung bagay na yun? Kaya nag decide ako na wag nalang munang mag pakita sayo"

"Buong akala ko ay si kuya light talaga yun, hindi pala ako nag iilusyon noon, it was really you"

"Wag na natin balikan ang naka raan, ang importante ngayon ay pareho tayong naging matagumpay. You are a successful pilot and i am a successful pilot - engineer now"

"You are what?!" Hindi maka paniwalang tanong nito.

"I'm a pilot, and also an engineer"

"You're so great! "

"Yes i know cholo" saad ko sakanya.

"Here comes the ipo ipo mode" he said.

Tumawa naman ako dahil dun.

"Hey! That's my line, you know" natatawang saad ko sakanya.

"Did you miss me rhys?" Biglang tanong nito.

"Of course i do cholo. You know what when i miss you, i talk to you in the wind. I always says...

' You know what cholo, you  always says to me that you doesn't need another man or woman in your life.that I'm more than enough for you.
But i think you do need a another person in you life.
You still need maurize in your life.

Walang araw ang lumipas na hindi kita namiss. Araw araw, at bawat segundo at minuto ay ikaw lang ang laman ng isip ko.

Kaya naman pag nakikita ko ang oras.
Naiinis ako, nagagalit ako.
Dahil pinapaalala lang sakin nito kung pano nag tapos ang istorya natin, na sa iglap ay bigla nalang itong nawasak.

Sobrang bilis! Pero pilit kong sinasabi sa sarili ko na,
Rhys okay lang yan, malay mo may continuation yung story nyo.
At yun ang pinang hawakan ko, i know, someday, somewhere.
We will see each other again, and when that time comes, I'll make sure that both of us can fight for our feelings.

And cholo, i am telling this to you....
I am ready, to fight for you. Ngayong kaya kona. Hinding hindi nako bibitiw. No matter what happens"

Mahabang litanya ko sakanya.

"I don't need anyone else in my life rhys. Kasi ikaw lang ang kailangan ko. Hindi si maurize, hindi kung sinong tao man! Ikaw lang. You didn't leave my heart and my mind, kasi nag stay ka dito" he said while pointing on his heart.

"Kahit na iniwan moko, mahal parin kita, kahit na hindi mo pina kinggan yung explanation ko, minahal parin kita. And i will forever love you.  So don't think that i am needing anyone else in my life, cause I'm not. Dahil ikaw lang sapat na"

Sobrang thankful ko dahil pinag bigyan ulit kami ng tadhana na mag kitang muli. And from now on... Hinding hindi na kita ulit iiwan pochi,  because, i know how to fight now.