He's into Him (against the universe #1)

chapter 19

"San kayo galing? Wala kayong tatlo nila kira sa meeting kagabi, mabuti nalang at Hindi nahalata ni ma'am"

Bungad ni Hannah saamin.

Umaga na ngayon at ito na ang huling araw namin dito sa resort.

"Dyan lang, inaya kasi ako ni kira na panoorin yung mga local band ng resort"

"Ang daya nyo ah! Bakit Hindi ninyo ako sinama?!"

Saad nito at umarte na nag tatampo.

" Hindi ka namin makita " saad naman ni kira na kadarating lang

"Nakita nyo ba si Maureen? Hindi kasi sya bumalik sa room namin" saad ni kira.

Napalingon naman ako Kay kira dahil sa sinabi nya. 

"San daw ba sya?" Si Matthew na kanina pa tahimik at pinag mamasdan lang kami ni cholo.
Weird nanaman nya!

"I dunno , basta Hindi kasi sya bumalik sa hotel room namin. Late na nga kaming natulog ni Hannah kaka hintay sakanya " kira said while taking her sit beside Hannah.

Cholo is here too. Hindi nga lang kami nag kikibuan.

Because of what happened last night.

"Cholo?" Sabay sabay naman kaming napalingon sa tumawag sakanya.

It's Maureen, With maurize.

Bakit sila mag kasama? Do they know each other?

"Cholo, can we talk?" Maurize said, not minding the people around them.

Tumingin naman sakin si cholo.
Nag Iwas naman ako ng tingin.

"So-"

"Cholo please , talk to my sister, please" Maureen pleaded cholo.

"Fine. Let's talk somewhere else" saad ni cholo saka tumayo na sakanyang upuan.

I felt sorry for maurize , Hindi nya deserve ang iwan ni cholo. Hindi nya deserve na masaktan.

We've been best friend for over a year, alam ko kung gaano sya ka sensitive pag dating sa mga ganitong bagay. Ayos na, na ako ang masaktan basta huwag lang sya, wag lang ang kaibigan ko.

Hindi ko alam kung ma gi- guilty ako o ano.

CHOLO RAMIREZ

"Cholo let's fix this, I know we can fix this relationship. Cholo please" Maurize said and held my hand, na nakapatanong sa ibabaw ng mesa.

We are at the another restaurant near the hotel.
Parang cafe ang dating.

"Maurize, it's not that easy. I'm sorry, pero sinabi kona sayo kagabi, I fell out of love, and I'm sorry" saad ko sakanya.

"Cholo? How can you do this to me? Nabigla lang ako sa sinabi ko kagabi! Hindi ko intensyon na sabihin yun!"

"Maurize, nakapag decide nako, let's just end our relationship, para din naman sayo ito. I don't want to hurt you anymore. And  I'm sorry rize, I  didn't meant to break your heart"

I said

"But you already did"

"Rize, please understand that it is hard for me too,"

"Cholo, I will never understand you! If  you wont tell me who is the reason for you to break up with me! Bakit ang dali para sayo na iwan ako?!

Cholo! Gusto ko tayo lang, pero bakit merong kayo? Gusto ko ako lang, pero bakit merong sya?! Gusto kitang ipag damot, pero pano? Tinanggalan monako ng karapatan para ipag damot ka! Ako nalang please, ako nalang ulit.
I-I promise to you that I will do everything just so you can love me again."

She said as tears keep falling down to her rossy cheeks.

"Hindi na ganun kadali yun maurize"

"Why? We-we use to love each other, kaya bakit? Bakit naging mahirap na para sayo na mahalin ako? Am I not enough for you? Masyado ba akong naging masama ? "

"No, you're not bad rize. But, I'm sorry because,
I love someone else now." Saad ko syang ikinatigil nya.

"Who- who is she" she said while crying so hard.

I stay silent , Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko.

"Cholo? For one last time, I'm asking you. Who is she?!"

"Or should Ii say, who is He?!"

Napatingin ako sakanya dahil sa sinabi nya, does she know something about me and rhys?

"Cholo! Fuck! Why don't you answer me?!! Si rhys ba?! Si Rhys ba huh?!!"

Hindi naman ako naka sagot, how did she know about it? Oo balak Kong makipag hiwalay, pero Hindi ko pinlano na sabihin sakanya na si Rhys na ang gusto ko.

"I saw you last night with him,yo-you two are hugging each other! You're so sweet with each other!  Ano cholo?! Totoo ba? "

Saad nito na may nag babadya nanamang luha sa mga tama.

"I'm sorry" yun lang ang sinabi ko, na tuluyan namang nakapag napaiyak muli  sakanya.

"Why? Cholo why? Why are you doing this to me?! Cholo are you out of your mind? How - how could you?! Of all people?! Bakit sya pa?! Bakit si rhys pa?!"

"Rize, hindi ko rin alam-"

"Fuck you! Anong hindi mo alam?! Hindi mo alam na lalaki si rhys?! Hindi mo alam na pareho kayong may penis?! Huh?! Ano cholo?! Sumagot ka!!"

"Listen okay?! Sa tingin mo ba ginusto ko to? Sa tingin mo ba ginusto Kong maging ganito ako?! Hindi maurize, ni Hindi ko pinangarap na maging ganito ako!"

"Then why?! Bakit si Rhys! Bakit lalaki pa!? "

"Maurize, Hindi ko rin alam, I- I just woke up one day na... Na si Rhys na ang gusto ko. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry"

Saad ko sakanya. She just shook her head, she's still crying.

"I'm sorry maurize, I didn't mean to do this! It's not my intention to hurt you. Hindi ko din alam na magiging ganito ako, I'm sorry"

"I- I fucking hate you! I did everything for you! I did everything so that you can truly love me!, but look what you did! You- you broke me! You broke me into a tiny pieces na kahit kailangan ay Hindi na mabubuo pa! Cholo, ako nalang ulit please, ako nalang. I will do everything para makalimutan mo si Rhys, I will make you fall in love with me again, okay lang sakin kahit na ganyan kana. But please, comeback to me"

She said, napapatingin na ang ibang tao sa resto dahil sa pag iyak nito.

"Kung pipilitin ko ang sarili ko na mahalin ka ulit, pareho lang tayong mahihirapan.  Ayokong  masaktan kapa lalo , so please Let me go, because I already let you go"

I said and removed her hands slowly to mine. And I  went out, I finally did, I really broke up with her. Akala ko dati sya na, Hindi ko alam na may mas hihigit pa pala sakanya

Kung pwede lang na sya nalang ulit, gagawin ko. But it's hard, Hindi na ganoon kadali na mahalin sya.

Ngayon, naniniwala nako sa mga taong  sinasabi na bigla nalang nawala ang pagmamahal nila.

Because it really happen. 

Kung Hindi pako kakalas sa relasyon namin, pareho lang kaming mahihirapan.

Maurize, let me go. That was the last thing that I can give to you.

Set me free my girl.
I know that you can find someone that is much better than me.