He's into Him (against the universe #1)

chapter 42

Waking up next right to him is the best feeling that I ever had, since the day that i left him.

I look at him, peacefully sleeping, i hope we will last till the end.

I was just staring at him for about a minute until i decided to make some breakfast for him.

Dahan dahan naman akong bumaba sa kama, para hindi mag dulot ng kahit anong inggay.

Sausage and fried egg is enough, for the breakfast.

Habang nag luluto ako ay hindi ko mapigilan na Hindi mapangiti.

I'm trying to reminiscing the time when i saw him in our condo in the Philippines,

Flashback

Pag katapos kong umalis ay kila kira ako nag punta. Mabuti nalang at kahit paano ay naiintindihan nya ang sitwasyon ko ngayon.

She let me use their family vacation house sa palawan.

Hiding from cholo is so hard to do.

Until i receive a call from kira...

(Rhys?)

"Yes?"

Narinig ko naman ang pag buntong hininga nito sa kabilang linya.

(Hindi naba talaga mag babago ang desisyon mo?)

Sa mga sandaling iyon ay napaisip ako. Final naba talaga?
Dahil kung final na to... Maaring Hindi na sya makabalik sakin, baka pag bumalik ako ay wala na akong babalikan...

"Buo na ang desisyon ko, sarili ko naman muna ngayon"

(Kung yan ang gusto mo, pero kasi rhys... Sobrang miserable ni cholo ngayon)

"Ganon din naman ako kira, mahirap din naman para sakin yun"

( You know what rhys? Last night... Cholo went here in our house, hinahanap ka nya sakin, he even cry in front of me. He's begging to me na ipakita ka sakanya, o kahit sabihin man lang kung nasaan ka. He's so lost. Parang hindi na sya yung cholo na nakilala natin nun. Sobrang namayat din sya, i talk to his cousin, tinanong ko kung anong lagay ni cholo. And you know what he said?
He said that, cholo isn't cholo anymore, he lost it. Wala na, parang tinuring na rin nya na patay ang sarili nya. Yes he's alive physically but mentally and emotionally he's dead.

Kaya naman if i were you? Babalikan ko sya, kahit pa ikakasakit ng iba.)

(Kahit na gusto kita rhys, mas pipiliin ko naman yung ikasasaya mo, wag mong hayaan na tuluyan syang mawala sayo, remember cholo is just like a cup of popcorn, once you drop it, you can still pick it up. But it will never be the same. So think rhys, it's either hahayaan mo nalang yung popcorn na nahulog o pupulutin mo ulit, it's your choice, so choose wisely)

Mahabang litanya ni kira na syang nakapag pa tahimik sakin.

Will i pick it up? Pero kahit naman pulutin ko yun nandun parin yung damage.

Napa buntong hingina nalang ako dahil dun.

Ang hirap palang mag mahal ng ganito.