He's into Him (against the universe #1)

chapter 46

KIRA'S POV

I clap my hand as they seal a kiss as a sign of their love for each other.

I am happy, that you are happy. Even though not with me. I've been loving you for more than a year and i think that's enough.

Matagal ko ng tinanggap na kahit kailan ay hindi magbabago ang pag tingin mo sakin.

KAIBIGAN. Yan! Yan lang ako para sayo, ang sakit parin pala, lalo na ngayon.

You are now married with the man that you love.
Alam mo ba minsan, hinihiling ko din na sana... sana ako nalang si cholo. Sana sakin mo sinasabi ngayon yung napaka heart melting na na vow na yun.
O di kaya naman, sana ako nalang si maurize, para kahit papaano ay maranasan ko kung pano ka mag mahal.
At higit sa lahat.

Sana ako yung hinahalikan mo ngayon. Pero hindi eh, pilit talagang sinasampal sakin ng reyalidad na hindi ka para sakin.

Alam mo bang iniisip kong mag pa change ng gender? Nakakatawa no? 
Babae ako pero gusto kong mag karon ng pen*s, at baka sakaling magustuhan mo din ako. Para kapag ganun, pwede na kitang agawin kay cholo. Kaso binatukan ako ni Hannah nung sinabi ko yun  eh,

You know what, nung nag hiwalay kayo ni cholo, sabi ko sa sarili ko,

' okay kira ito na siguro yung chance mo, go for it na!' kaso wala talaga e, hindi ka parin nag bago, si cholo parin yung gusto mo, ang unfair mo nga eh, ako yung palaging nandyan kapag nasasaktan ka, pero ni minsan hindi mo man ako pinili. Bakit si cholo parin? Kahit na sinaktan ka nya sya parin talaga ? Iba talaga pag inlove no?

Sana hindi nalang ako sayo na inlove, okaya naman, sana hindi nalang si cholo nagustuhan mo, nandito naman ako, infact willing pa nga akong maging ina ng mga anak mo, kaso ayaw mo talaga sakin, maganda naman ako ah? At maputi pa!

Sabi nga ng iba, kamukha ko daw si Snow White.  Pero bakit ganun? Yung prince charming ko, prince din ang gusto.

May isa pa pala akong sikretong hindi sinasabi sayo, nung panahon na nag kakamabutihan kayo ni cholo, hindi aksidenteng nakita ko kayo na nag hahalikan nun, ang totoo nyan...
Lagi kitang sinusundan. Pinapanood ko yung pag kilos mo, ganon nako kabaliw sayo noon.

Hayst! Bakit naman kasi hindi kayo nag lolock ng pinto e?! Hindi ako hinimatay nun, kunwari lang yun, kasi ang sakit palang makita na yung taong gusto mo ay may hinahalikang iba. Wala eh, tanga kasi ako... Masokista nadin.

Minahal kita kahit na hindi pwede...

But now?...

Lumapit naman ako kay Rhys at mariing yumakap sakanya, this will be the last hug...

"Rhys Ezekiel Flores Perez Ramirez. From now on , i am now... Setting you free.
be happy you two"

Saad ko saka sya binigyan ng ngiti. Pero bigla ding nag laho yung at napalitan ng mga luha na unti unting pumapatak sa aking mukha...

Maurize POV

It hurts, seeing the two man that i used to loved are marrying each other now.

Im not used being alone.
But i guess i need to be alone, from now on.

I am now here sitting in the corner of the beach,  i was shock when i receive a wedding invitation, but i cry when i open it. They want me to be one of the witness of their love.

So i am here, watching rhys and cholo exchanging their vows.

It should be me, that cholo's waiting in front of the altar.
It should be me, walking down the aisle.
It should be me, sealing that kiss with him.
It should be me, wearing a white gown.
It should be me... But we didn't last.

Yes i am their first love, but i will never be their last.

I'm sorry for ruining your relationship years ago, i won't say that it's not my fault. Kahit na iniutos lang naman sakin yun ng mommy ni cholo,  still i am the reason on why the two of them broke up, and I'm sorry.

But at least you are happy now...

Thank you for experiencing me the love that every woman deserves. Kahit na panandalian lang...  Still thank  you parin,

it's hurts! It's hurt so freaking much! Can you imagine? I love the both of them but they break my heart.

And now they we're happy , so I have no choice but to accept it.

Rhys is my best friend and also my first love. I love him, I really do. But he doesn't like me, he said I'm too rich for him. That I'm too perfect for him, and also we we're both young.

When my mother finds out that I have less fortunate friend, she did everything just to control me.

I didn't see Rhys for almost 2 months. And when I saw him in the park, I was going to walk right to him, when a girl suddenly kiss him.

And that's my first heartbreak.

I love Rhys, more than anyone else, but he broke my heart.

And Cholo? We were together for almost 4 years, and look what he did, he also break my heart.

Isn't it funny? That the two man who broke my heart is now together?

They are now together, and I was left here all alone again.

If I was an author, I'll probably write my own story.

I do  remember when cholo was begging me to let him go...

"Maurize, let me go"

So here i am, ready to let him go.

'I- I am now, letting you go, but you will forever gonna stay here in my heart'

I went to them closer and smile

"Congrats to the both of you" i said with a smile on my face.

"Don't break his heart... 
Don't break his heart, like what you did to mine before. Because I know how painful it is.
And Rhys if you break his, I swear, I'll take him back"

"And cholo? I am now letting you go...
have a strong relationship you two"

I said and walked away... And tear's started to fall down into my cheek.