Until I Die

Chapter 20

I woke up around 12:00 in the afternoon. I felt like getting ready, so I showered, brushed my teeth, washed my hair, did a face mask, and re did my acrylics. I wore ripped jeans, a graphic tee, and some vans to match the color and design on the shirt. I felt so relaxed knowing that my life was going in a positive direction. I graduated. That was insane. I had real friends. I was going to UCLA. Jaya and I decided to stay together, and we both got offers to UCLA, so we decided to go. I still didn't know what I was going to study, but I had two more years to figure that out. At around 6:00 pm, I started to bake the cupcakes with Anthony. We finished by 7. We ate the cupcakes, and I cleaned up. As I was fixing around my room and hanging up my diploma, I got a text from Jordan.

Jordan :)

Jordan

hey dumbass

im at the party

can you come rlly quick 

me 

why??

and you sound drunk asf

Jordan

bc i am :)

im just vibin

oh i also forgot to give you your sweater back

and im leaving tomorrow morning so i wont have a chance

Me

oh okay bet

text me the address

I got up and got ready. I wore my jean jacket, since it was starting to get chilly outside. I decided to drive, since it was already dark out. At around 10:15, I got to the party. The music was loud as hell, and it smelled like weed and alcohol. I texted Jordan when I was outside. He responded quickly, saying he was in the kitchen. I first decided to look around, since there were people I knew. Most of the people were from other schools. Their breathes reeked of beer, which didn't surprise me. I also noticed that the house was massive. I walked into the kitchen, to see Jordan with a cup in one hand, phone in the other. He laughed loudly, and his posture alone stated that he was drunk. He looked up and saw me, waving me over.

"Hey Ayaaaaa."

"Hey Jordan. What sweater are you even talking about by the way?"

"So you came here without even knowing? And I thought I was dumb, especially when I'm drunk." 

We both laughed at this. We walked over to one of the couches and sat down. I decided to stay for a little, before leaving with the sweater. I also told Jordan that I was driving him home. 

As we were laughing about some of our old memories, I look up to see Jaya. Except he wasn't alone. He has a drink in one hand. The other was occupied by the fact that he was making out with another girl. Then, it hit me. He-he cheated. Oh hell nah. I walked over to him, and he looked over at me and realized what he had done. I obviously wasn't going to leave. I was enraged. At first I thought about beating the shit out of the girl, but she wasn't from our school. She probably had no way of knowing that he was taken. He looked at me, tears in his eyes. Why the fuck is he crying. Then, my tears threatened to come out. I stared at him straight in the yes, and he looked at me. The girl had realized what was going on and had walked away.

"Baby I-"

"No" I interrupted "Shut the fuck up. I don't give a fuck about how drunk you are. Your explanation doesn't mean shit." I said angrily.

"Wait no I'm serious baby-"

"Shut. The. Fuck. Up. I gave you everything." The tears were pouring at this point. Jordan now stood next to me. "What the fuck was everything for? What? Answer me? What was the point? WHAT WAS THE FUCKING POINT!" I yelled. Now people were starting to turn around.

"Baby, I promise the was the only time. I got carried away." He said, pleading with me.

"Cap." I turned around to see who said it.