The Souls blessed by God to be TOGETHER (Sidnaaz)☑️

PART 52

Sidharth hold her hand and took shehnazz inside bedroom and set on the bed pulling her with himself. She set in his lap and kept her head on his chest snuggling into him. Sidharth just wrapped his one arm around her waist keeping her close and his other hand was in her hair. They both were quiet and were just feeling each other. Their hearts were beating in rythm connecting with each other giving them sukoon. Few minutes later sidharth broke the silence.....

sid- shehnaaz.......spoke sidharth trying to know if she was okay so that he could ask further.

sana- hmm ......spoke shehnaaz lost in listening his heart beat which was music to her ears.....a music which could relax her, which could give her sukoon and which could sooth her pain.

Sidharth was caressing her hair with his one hand and the another one was holding her close to himself. He again spoke with so much love- theek ho na baby?

shehnaaz smiled listening him and just placed a kiss on his chest answering his question in her own way and just snuggled more into him bringing a smile on his face. Again there was complete silence in the room for few minutes.

sid- shehnaaz.....tumhe kuchh btana hai mujhe.......he said simply. He wanted her to tell herself and didn't want to force her so he said that like he was reminding her and completely left the decision on her if she was ready to tell him everything. He had so many questions in his mind and he knew she will answer them without even him asking and he was ready to wait if she wanted to take more time.

Listening him shehnaaz also felt that it was right time to tell him everything. She wanted to empty her heart infront of him. She wanted to tell him what she did in those three years, how she lived, where she lived each and everything. She was his completely and he was hers so neither there was any point to hide anything from him nor she wanted to hide. She composed herself and slowly got up from his lap and went towards the window. She stood there leaning on the small table and looked outside. Sidharth too followed her and stood beside her with hands in the pockets of his jeans. Both were looking outside the window. It was early morning. Everything could be seen white outside because of the snowfall of last night. Shehnaaz opened the glass window letting the cold breeze hit them. She wanted to feel that cold breeze. She somewhere felt the cold breeze would help her to empty her heart today infront of the man she loved with all herself. There was no logic behind this that the breeze would help her but she felt that at that time. It was the first time she was going to open her heart infront of someone or the one who was her everything. She never shared to anyone what was she feeling inside, how much pain she was feeling inside her heart, how alone she felt in those three years without him. Sidharth was noticing ger expressions. He somewhere knew what she must be feeling because he was feeling the same from from last few days until last night when she consoled him like he was jyst a baby, a kid. He wanted to assure her that he was there for her woth her and will always be there for her. He didn't know what future hold for them. He didn't know what will he do bext but for now he knew he was there for her. To assure her he wrapped his one arm around her shoulders and give her shoulder a squeeze to comfort her. Closing her eyes she took a long breath and spoke opening her eyes again.

sana- sidharth jab tumne uss din court m accept kiya tha na us moment pe mujhe aisa lga k m saans nhi le paungi. aisa lga jaise mera dil ruk gya ho jaise mera dil dhadak hi nhi rha ho. sab kuchh sunn ho gya tha mere aas paas. m sunn ho gyi thi vahin. mujhe kahin na kahin pta tha k tum yahi kroge lekin mera dil, mera dil bilkul tyaar nhi tha uss baat ko accept krne k liye. kahin na kahin mere dil m vo tha k shayad tum aisa nhi kroge, shayad tum khud ko rok loge mere liye, apni family k liye, chahe kisi k liye bhi but tum apna decision change krloge lekin vaisa nhi hua. tum nhi ruke sidharth aur chle gye vahan se. Uss moment k baad mere andar kuchh bhi nhi bacha tha sidharth. Aisa lag rha tha k sab khali ho gya andar se. Mujhe kuchh nhi dikh rha tha, na mumma papa, naa veerji aur na humare friends koi bhi nhi. sab kuchh ruk gya tha mere liye, meri zindagi ruk gyi thi. Mujhe zinda rehne ki koi vjaah nhi mil rhi thi, aisa lga k tum mere jeene ki vajah ban chuke the aur ye sach bhi hai sidharth tum ban chuke ho vajah mere jeene ki. us time mera jeene ka bilkul mnn nhi kar rha tha aur maine khud ko room m band kar liya.