Heart Carver

The Confession

A few days had passed since Lisa had been rescued by her new custodian. Time continued to breeze by. Days seemed to pass on quicker than they had back at Jin's place. The hours thinned. She was learning to relax, get more sleep to relieve herself of the stress that had been piling up in the back of her head all the time she had been with Seokjin.

Sehun was rarely seen and she almost never got the chance to meet him. Whenever she did though, he would embrace her and run his fingers through her hair, inhaling the sweet scent that lingered in her blond locks. He would also whisper compliments in her hair and his hugs had become longer, more warmer.

And though she tried her best to ask him why he had never told her about his past, the fact that he was a mafia member himself, same as Seokjin himself, or if he had ever committed crimes like Seokjin himself. Sometimes she would try to prove Taehyung's innocence or voice out her concern for his health.

But soon she had grown to notice that Sehun would frown at the mention of such questions or change the topic, sometimes he would simply continue caressing her hair, pretending not to hear her but once in a while he would get frustrated and simply leave. Soon, she had stopped pondering about such topics which irritated him. The atmosphere began to lighten up after that.

Lisa sat infront of her dressing table gazing into her reflection. The girl she saw in the mirror seemed fake. She was broken but tried to convince herself that it was alright. She was healing, that was true. But on the inside it still hurt sometimes thinking of those several painful hours she had spent in Seokjin's basement.

Sometimes, she wanted to express them and seek comfort but Sehun didn't like discussing that topic so she kept it inside her, all locked up like a fortress full of lies that strengthened day by day.

There was a soft knock on the door. Lisa told him to come inside.

Sehun entered. Dark bangs obscured his eyes and his aura seemed more intimidating than usual. He stood beside her, brushing her hair gently. Lisa tried to relax but it had been way too long since she had ever voiced out her thoughts. She couldn't control her feelings anymore. She felt like she would burst soon.

Unknowingly, twin tears slipped through her eyes, making their way down into her neck and disappearing. Sehun stiffened.

"Lisa."

She straightened up.

"Tears?"

Lisa raised her hand t touch her cheek. Sure enough, she felt a tear strain. If Sehun hadn't pointed out that little detail, she would have remained completely unknown to fact that she had, in fact shed a tear or two.

Lisa quickly wiped them on her sleeve. She didn't want Sehun to see but it was too late. He had noticed it before her. He had made her notice it.

"I'm sorry I-uh I must have.... It's nothing," she stuttered.

"Talk to me Lisa. I may seem new now but Im' still the same Oh Sehun am I not? We're still friends are we not?"

Lisa sniffled."Ofcourse we are Sehun. Why would that change?"

"Then tell me what is it that"s bothering you."

Lisa inhaled. Suddenly, she got up and hugged Sehun, crying in his chest.

"It has been so long since we went to a garden Sehun. So long. And picnics and sightseeing. So long since we did what we normally did Sehun. Everything has changed so fast that I can't get a hold of it. I can't bring myself to accept the change but I have too. It's like you saved me seconds before I died but I felt that I was dead. You don't let me talk Sehun. Talk about what had happened and what could have happened. It piles up inside of me. It hurts Sehun. It hurts here," she said pointing towards her chest before she broke down in a sob.

"Lisa..."

Sehun sighed deeply. It hurt him. The exact same place Lisa was telling of right now. That's where it hurt him too. It ached. All he had wanted was for her not to feel the same yet she stood here, saying that it was exactly how she felt.

And if he thought that this didn't break him, than he didn't know if anything ever would.

He took Lisa's delicate face in his hands. She seemed so pretty no matter what she did. When she cried she looked pretty, when she laughed she looked prettier.

He didn't know what to do or what to say so did what he had wanted to ever since he had laid eyes on her.

Sehin lifted her chin gently and without another thought, placed his lips on hers. His hand found hers and he entwined them together. He let his other hand tangle in her pretty blonde hair. Lisa blinked.

Whenever Sehun had called her his she had thought it was just a way of teasing her. Now, she thought that all those years of believing in their friendship was just a stupid lie.

Sehun softly broke the kiss,looking deep into her eyes.

"Sehun this....."

"Lisa. You never noticed it did you. My passion for you. Maybe that's because I had tried to hide it for years. But you're all grown up now. I can finally have you the way I want too. I love you."

Lisa couldn't respond. This was her best friend standing right in front of her, confessing his love for her, a different kind of love than she had been thinking it was from the past few years.

Whether she should be mad at him or be delighted, she didn't know. But what she did know was that Oh Sehun was the most loyal person she had ever met. He had always been there for her. He had protected her from a fate she never even thought possible, found her from a place no one else could have. Yes he had kept many things from her but she knew that even if he had told her it would have been too much to digest.

He had patiently waited to tell her. Perhaps more patient than he should have been. At the moment she couldn't think of anyone more worthy of her than the person standing in front of her.

Lisa smiled.

She threw her arms around him and placed a passionate kiss on his moist lips. Sehun seemed surprised at first, but got the idea and resumed.

When they finally broke the kiss, she playfully hit his shoulder.

"Oh Sehun you pabo. Couldn't you have done that, like 5 years ago?"

Sehun smiled. She loved him too. He didn't have to hide his feelings anymore. All those years of waiting, they had bore fruit.

She was finally his.

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