I'm your hero (Tomura x Deku)

New Me

ok i know that was a reallllly long hiatus i took- but i have my reasons. Family issues and moving again.

It's been a few days since the incident... I can't find it in me to leave my room or go see Tomura. It's too embarrassing..But I think I owe him an explanation. I was just so caught up in the moment, I didn't know what to do...

I hit both of my cheeks as an effort to try and get motivated.

What would All Mi- never mind..screw him. Tomura and mom only want the best for me.. I need an excuse to get up. I need to get better for them too.

—and that's what I decided to do. It was the perfect excuse to move. I got up, showered, got dressed and left. My mom was asleep by then, I can tell she has been really worried about me these past few days. I walk out the door.
I don't even know where i'm going, but it feels good to be the only one walking in the dark streets of my neighborhood.

I need to make it up to Tomura and mom.
I should stop blaming everyone else for my faults and get better, because everything everyone has said about me is partially true. I am a weak loser that can't be a hero. I am quirkless. But I can still do something. These words don't define me. Tomura has given me a chance to do something. He opened my eyes. He showed me just how corrupted the job of heroism is. He can help me!

I don't want to be a loser anymore. I don't want to be pushed around anymore. In this world it's you or them, cruel but true. I don't like this cruel reality. 

I'm thinking too much, I shake my head and smack my cheeks. Get on track!

I kept waking, without a particular destination in mind.
I feel really tired for some reason..I collapse next to a fence by the convenience store.

I don't know what happened but when I woke up I felt very tired and dizzy.  Uhh crap Mom gonna be so worried.. I gotta go fast.
The sky is still pink, Mom should still be sleeping.

I walk inside, to be greeted my silence.

phew, she's not awake. I'm pretty thirsty, I should get some water.

what if you threw the glass on the floor

what? No..

"Izuku time for school!" Mom calls from the hallway.
"I'm awake!" I reply.

Ok I'm going to make another continuation of this later tonight I would just like to get this one out. Again i'm really sorry for the hiatus but thank you for reading and have a good day, or night! I know this one isn't that good but i need a way to start the next episode sooo