**I know guys, it's been a few days. I'm terribly sorry. I've been using my friends laptop to update but it crashed on me the other day. Now it's back. So without any further hesitation, here you go!**
"I'd hoped you'd like them", he said smiling.
I grinned at him and turned around, revealing my back to him. I heard him gasp.
"When did you get that?!", he asked.
He was referring to my brand new tattoo on my right shoulder blade. It was a dreamcatcher with 'dream big' written in cursive underneath it, all in black and white. It was beautiful.
"Shortly after you left, I'd wanted to get another for a while & I designed one over a few days. The end result was that", I said turning back around to face him.
"I love it, Alli", He said, giving me a small smile.
I hugged him close and buried my face in his chest. God I'd missed him. I wish he didn't have to go on tour ever again but he was living his dream so I was happy for him. That was part of the reason for the tattoo, to remind me of him but also that people have to live theirs dreams and they need support. He pulled my chin up and kissed me. The kiss grew passionate and then he lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waiste and laced my fingers in his hair. All the while kissing, he gently laid me down on the bed and followed by holding himself over me. He trailed kisses all around my neck, it tickled but also felt so good. I never wanted this to end...
It was morning, I looked over at John who was sleeping easily. He'd kicked off the blankets during the night, so I pulled the sheet over him as there was a bit fo a chill in the air. He was naked after all, and his manager would kill him if he got sick. I rolled out of bed and went for a shower. I still felt really yuck. Think I might go to the doctors today, I won't tell John though he'll probably just freak out. As I washed myself, I thought we should go to the club tonight. We hadn't been in a long while because everytime I planned on it, John decided to get all romantic and take me out to dinner or something.
I got out and chucked on some low riding black skinny jeans and red singlet. Just a tiny bit of my tanned stomach showed. I put my hair up in a messy bun and light make up. Satisfied with my look I jogged downstairs and found John in the kitchen making breakfast.
"Naw you're a good housewife. What's for breakfast?", I asked, smiling cheekily.
"You're lucky I've missed you, otherwise Id spray you with water", He gave me a look.
I just smiled at him and blew him a kiss. He just smirked and continued cooking pancakes.
I set the table and poured us each a glass of juice. We sat down and ate quietly, just enjoying the company.
"Alright you go for a shower and do what you want today, I'm going to go and buy a new clubbing dress because we are going out tonight and I want it to be a suprise", I told him getting up. It was a lie, I just wanted to go to the doctors, but he trusted me and simply nodded.
I was sitting in the park about 10 minutes away from the house. The doctor had made me get a blood test and told me that the results would be ready in the next few days. However it wasn't the needle that bothered me. Her exact words were 'it could be a simple bug all the way to a blood infection, maybe even pregnancy'. I was worried, about the last one. We always used protection but so did Jodie and she was now pregnant. Calm down Allira! I got back in my car and drove home.
As I pulled up I saw John's car was still there, so I quickly pulled off the bandage on my arm from the needle and walked inside. He was out the back, so I quickly raced upstairs and got out the bag of clubbing clothes I bought last time I went shopping with him. (external link).
Putting them on the bed, like I'd only just bought them I ran downstairs and looked for John. I heard the shower turn on so I ran to the door of the bathroom and carefully opened it. I saw his clothes on the vanity, so I took his shirt, and closed the door again. I looked at his shirt, it was a chicago bulls singlet, black and red. I quickly changed into some short shorts and put his shirt on over the top, again it nearly looked like I wasn't wearing any pants. I ran upsatirs got my bags, and left the house. I needed to kill some time so I went to the shop and bought some maltesers. Finally I decided to drive back. As I pulled in, his car was still there. I smiled and got out of the car. As I entered, I heard John was walking down the stairs, mumbling. When he saw me he smiled, but then he just narrowed his eyes. He wasn't wearing a shirt.
"That's my shirt....", he said.
I smiled cheekily at him. As fast as lightening he ran over to me, held me against the wall and slipped the shirt off of me. He grinned triumphantly as he put it on himself. I pouted.
"Oh no you don't, none of those 'puppy dog eyes' please", he warned.
"Fine", I said, giggling. I didn't care that I didn't have a shirt on. He'd seen all of me anyway. So I walked down the hallway and sat on the kitchen table. I decided to text Jodie.
Hey Jodie, I have something I need to talk to you about... kind of um... unexpected.
Sure hun, what's up? - Jodie
I think maybe... just maybe....
WHAT?! - Jodie
yeah...
OMG! I'm coming! - Jodie
No it's okay, I don't know for sure yet, but come over tomorrow?
No worries, be there first thing in the morning! - Jodie
Okay lovley! xo
Be safe, if it's not too late ;) xo - Jodie
I didn't bother replying, gee thanks Jodie. I was trying to keep evidence off my phone.
"Who you texting?", John asking, looking over at me.
"Nunya!", I replied, smirking.
"Oh really?", He challenged.
"Really reall-", I was cut off because he grabbed the phone out of my hands.
Oh no, what if he reads the messages and figures it out. I desperatley tried to get it back but held it above his head and then I decided to play it cool. I pushed him up against the bench and slowly played with his belt. He just smiled at me, okay something more drastic. I put my hands on his thigh and slowly got closer and closer to a sensitive area. He eyes started to show he wanted something else. So I reached for his zipper and started to pull it down. In a flash his hands were on mine, stopping me. I grabbed my phone and kissed his nose. He just shook his head at me followed behind me. I plonked myself on the couch and he did the same, all the while looking at me funny.
"What?", I asked, clearing my messages.
"You're hiding something from me", he said matter of factly.
I just looked at him, was it that easy for his to see? Maybe he knew me better then I'd first thought. And I was now worrying him with my silence. I had to say something.
"Don't worry, you'll find out as soon as I do", I said, looking him in the eyes.
"Promie?", he asked.
"I promise", I smiled.
"You're.... not going to leave me are you?", he asked, flatly.
"NO! I would'nt dream of it! Why would you think that?", I said loudly.
"Well I'm away all the time, and you didn't want to spend today with me, and now you're hiding something... I just assumed", he said, still worried.
"John, I'm not going anywhere. Okay? I love you, which is a big deal coming from me because I've never said that to another man before and meant it. We were together for a few months before I really knew how I felt and now there's other way to feel about you. Don't worry. It's nothing like that", I said gently, putting my hand on his face.
He smiled at me, and kissed me. I kissed him back and then pulled him into a hug. I chose a movie and then laid down with my head in his lap.
