SURVIVED

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     PEACHES POV:

Stepping outta the shower I took my first aid kit from my closet and did the necessary, I am used to this since it is my normal routine *rolls eyes

     Taking my phone from my bed I decided to call Anna but then I saw her message...

Whytechild🌺: hey my favourite person in the world😊 I love you always had will, you're the strongest person I've ever met, the only one I've ever truly loved, I thought I was or maybe I was strong enough but right now I'm tired I am so... It's too much, it all is and I have no real in me left to keep fighting but I hope you're able to continue to protect what's worth protecting, to stay soft in this world of hard feelings, hard people and hard places, don't stop fighting Pea. I know you thought I was your Angel but this Angel baby girl has lost her grace💖💔... I do hope death is peaceful.

   No no no can't be she wouldn't, she shouldn't tears had already started building up in my eyes as I rushed into my closet pulling on a grey sweatpant and black sleeveless shirt I tied my hair up not caring about the baby hairs dangling loose I picked my phone and bolted through the doors out to the street ignoring all the aches in my body begging me to slow down, the cars honking out and their drivers saying shit

Arriving at her place I bolted in I couldn't care less wah her dad had to say today but surprisingly there he was sprawled on the floor with bottles of cheap beer and cigarette remnants with some syringe here and there damn it this place stinks but I didn't have the luxury of time to observe any other thing as I ran up the hallway screaming her name but getting to her door it was halfway shut she doesn't leave it like this never... I knew something was wrong as a lump built up in my throat, everything was in other her bed untouched just pictures of us laying across her desk then I heard sounds of running water maybe she was in the shower I tried to console myself but with each step, I took I began to suffocate as though it was airtight and stuffy in here the moment I stepped into the bathroom I screamed at the top of my lungs rushing in I didn't know what to do I was confused.

I picked up my phone and dialled 911 a stuttering mess I could only make up the address as I scurried towards the tub turning off the tap I didn't care if I had blood all over me I pulled her body out of the tub, her body slammed me into the ground lifeless and pale, I shook her body as I kept repeating "no no no Anna please, stay please" I was a crying mess I couldn't lose the one person left for me I cried louder punching her chest trying to get some life back into her

    I felt someone pushing me apart from her I held on tighter, crying harder

"Miss please move aside" I groaned and sulked more into her, they pulled and pulled until we were apart

I watched him touch her wrist, placed something on her chest... A stethoscope? I couldn't even tell but they put my baby in a bag, that had me raging as I jumped on the man hitting him.. how dare he?! I pounced as some me pulled me off him holding me firm as a lady put her hands on my shoulder consoling me but nothing could take this pain away I broke into fear as my whole body shook

"Peaches I'm_ I .._ I'm sorry" Who's that, that voice... her dad? What the actual fuck!

I spun around all I could see was red, I felt like-- uh... Like__  damn it I just wanted to crack his head open as he walked closer

" I swear if I had known, it's just_ you know...

"Just shut up Goddamnit, this-- you see this," I said twirling my fingers around with anger seething from my voice and boldness I have no idea I had

"This is all your fault if you had known what! God knows you never own up to your mistakes, now the cat is out of the bag and the spotlights fading you wanna fake innocent? the one person I loved!! the one person that cared about my existence you snatched her away!!" I yelled as I pounced on him hitting him where ever my arms can reach